Boys -- Juvenile fiction; Schools -- England -- Juvenile fiction; Sports stories
“You’ve never understood. I’ve had to think for you. All my life I meant
you to go to a Public School and mix with the sons of gentlemen. I meant
you to have the chance to become what I have never been. I’ve saved and
worked for your education. I meant you to be a gentleman, and if the
boys at your school or the masters there ever knew that you were the son
of a bruiser—they’d call it a smudge on your name. That’s why I made you
promise. It had to be our secret. And so that no one that you mix with
should ever see you with me at the ringside, I’ve never let you come to
see me fight. I retired before you ever went to Harley to make quite
sure. But lately I’ve been afraid. I began to wonder if I had saved
enough, after all, to give you a fair chance. And then they offered this
purse, bigger than any I’d ever fought for in my life, if I’d come back.
I never imagined for a moment that you would come here to see me. I
thought you were safe at school. But you’ve come. You haven’t played the
game. The secret will be out. Somebody is bound to have seen you. You
would be very conspicuous in a Harley cap. When you go back to school
they’ll know. It’s what I’ve always been afraid of. They——”
“I’m not going back,” said Bobbie quietly.
His father stared at him with glassy eyes.
“Not going back? Why? What’s happened? You haven’t been expelled?”
“No. But I’m not going back to a place where I have to be ashamed of my
father.”
Johnny took hold of his arm.
“Who did you ask if you could come?” he demanded. “What reason did you
give? Does your Headmaster know that you came to see your father fight
for money?”
“I didn’t ask,” said Bobbie. “I ran away.”
There was a moment’s heavy silence.
“You ran away?” his father said at last. “How? Who paid your fare?”
“I did. You gave me much too much money. You thought I needed far more
than I did. I never spent half of it. I saved it up; and it brought me
here and paid for my seat.”
His father was staring at him dully, but now his eyes lit up again with
sudden light.
“Nobody knows?” he said. “Are you sure? If that’s true we can get you
back there to-night, perhaps, and they’ll never know you came. If nobody
has seen you here, perhaps——”
“I’m not going back,” said Bobbie.
His father’s eyes met his evenly.
“You mean,” said he at last, “that you never want to be a gentleman? Is
it that the dearest wish I have means nothing to you at all?”
“I’ll go to another school if you like,” said Bobbie in a small voice,
“but I can’t go back to Harley. There’s somebody there who knows. He
holds it over my head and makes me do things. It’s awful. I—I can’t go
back.”
“Somebody knows?” His father was looking at him keenly. “Why have you
never told me? _Who_ knows?”
“Coles is there.”
For a moment his father was silent. He stood perfectly still, as a man
will who is suddenly stricken with ill news. And at last his hands moved
to his dressing-gown.
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