"I shall write to Ronnie, I must have an explanation," Evie was firm
on this point.
Christina read the account again.
"I don't see what other explanation you can ask," she said. "He has
said all that is fit for publication."
"What is this woman Lola to him?" demanded Evie furiously. "How dare
he stand up--shamelessly--and admit--oh, Chris, it is _awful_!"
"It must be pretty awful for Lola, too," said Christina. "That sort
of girl doesn't mind--she likes to have her beastly name in the
paper."
"You don't know," said Christina. "I won't descend to slopping over
her poor mother, and her innocent sisters, and I'd die before I'd
remind you that once she was like the beautiful snow. Ambrose always
said that there was a lot of sympathy wasted over sinners. It is
conceivable that she was quite a decent sort until somebody came
along who held artistic views about marriage; most of these girls
start that way, their minds go first. They get full of that advanced
stuff. Some of 'em go vegetarian and wear sandals, some of 'em go on
the streets. Generally speaking, the street girls are better fed.
But that is how they start: they reach the streets in their own way.
Some get into the studio party set. They bob their hair and hate
washing. They know people who have black wallpaper and scarlet
ceilings and one white rose rising from a jade vase. Evie, I have
been laying on the flat of my back ever since I can remember, and
I've had a procession of sinners marching around my bed--literally.
Mother let people come because I was dull. I don't know Lola. She
is a little above us, but Lola's kind are bred around here by the
score, pigging four and five in a room; they have no reticences,
there are no mysteries. All the processes of life are familiar to
them as children. Then one fine day along comes Mrs. So-and-So and
sits on the end of this bed and weeps and weeps until mother turns
her out. There was a woman in this road who broke her heart over her
daughter's disgrace. And when they came to bury the good lady they
found she had never been married herself! All this weeping and
wailing and talking about 'disgrace' doesn't mean anything in this
neighborhood. It is conventional, expected of them, like deep
mourning for widows and half mourning for aunts. We haven't produced
many celebrities. We had a chorus girl who was in a divorce case,
and there is a legend that Tota Belindo, the great Spanish dancer,
came from this street. We turn out the tired old-looking girls that
you never see up west. The Lolas come from families that care. Nice
speaking people who haven't been taught to write by a sign-writer.
I've heard about them and met one. She used to drink, that is how
she came to Walter Street. That kind of a girl only pretends she
doesn't care. She isn't like the hardy race of prostitutes we raise
in Walter Street."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account