He spoke of nothing else that day, and Beryl basked in reflected
approval. Her father knew nothing. He wondered why Ronnie, whom he
did not like overmuch, called with greater frequency. He had too
large an experience of life to harbor any misconception as to his
second cousin's private character, although he would, in other
circumstances, have passively accepted him as a son-in-law. Men take
a very tolerant view of other men's weaknesses. The theory that the
world holds a patch of arable land reserved for young men to put
under wild oats, and that without exciting the honest farmers whose
lands adjoin, is a theory that dies hard as the cultivated fields
increase in number.
He did not regard Ronnie as a marrying man, and with the exception of
a few moments of uneasiness he had had when he noted Beryl's
preference for his associate's society, he found nothing
objectionable in the new interest which Ronnie had found. But he
wished he wouldn't call so often.
Dr. Merville might, and did, dismiss Ronnie's errant adventures with
a philosophical _sua cuique voluptas_--he found himself taking a more
and more lenient view of Ronald Morelle's character. A man is never
himself until he is idle. Successions of nurses, schoolmasters and
professors shepherd him into the service of his fellows, and the
conventions of his profession, no less than a natural desire to stand
well with the friends and clients he has acquired in his progress,
assist him in maintaining something of the appearance and mental
attitude which his tutors have formed in him. Many a man has gone
through life being some other man who has impressed him, or some
great teacher who has imparted his personality into his plastic pupil.
The first instinct of a man lost in the desert is to discard his
clothes. The doctor, wandering in this financial waste, began to
discard his principles. He was unconscious of the sacrifice. If, in
the course of his professional life he had made a mistaken diagnosis,
or blundered in an operation, he would have known. If at school he
had committed some error, he would have been corrected. Now, though
this he did not realize, he was, for the first time in his life, free
from any other authority than his own will and conscience. He fell
into a common error when he believed, as he did, that standards of
honor and behavior are peculiar to the trades in which they are
exercised and that right and wrong are adaptable to circumstances.
"Ronnie is coming to dinner tonight, isn't he? You know I shall not
be here, my dear? I promised Steppe I would spend the evening with
him. I wish you would tell Ronnie how pleased we all are at his very
fine speech. I never dreamed that he had it in him--Steppe talks of
making him chairman of the company."
"I thought he was that."
"No--er--no. The chairman is a man named Howitt--a very troublesome
fellow. Steppe bought him out before the meeting. Ronnie was only
acting chairman."
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