Arkor looked at the blood on his finger. "My mark is bleeding, like the
night the priest put it there." He paused. "That was the night that I
became Arkor, really. That was the time that I realized how the world
was, the confusion, the stupidity, the fear. It was the night I decided
to leave the forest." Now he looked up at Jon. "That was the uniform you
were wearing when you escaped from prison."
"Yes," said Jon. "I guess it was what I was wearing when I became me,
too. That was the time when freedom seemed most bright." He paused. "I
was going to find it no matter what. Only somehow I felt I'd gotten
sideswiped. I wonder whether I have or not."
"Have you?" asked Petra. She glanced at the City. "I guess when I
finished that essay, that's when I really became myself, too. I remember
I went through a whole sudden series of revelations about myself, and
about society, and about how I felt about society, about being an
aristocrat, even, what it meant and what it _didn't_ mean. And I suppose
that's why I'm here now." She looked at the City again. "There he is,"
she nodded.
"That's right," said Jon.
They started across the sand, now, making toward the shadow of the
ruined transit ribbon. They reached it quicker than they thought, for
the horizon was very close. The double shadows, one a bit lighter than
the other, lay like two inked brush strokes over the page of the desert.
"But how come we're in our own bodies," the Duchess asked, as they
reached the shadow of the first pylon. "Shouldn't we be inhabiting the
forms of...." Suddenly there was a sound, the shadow moved. Jon looked
up at the ribbon above them and cried out.
As the metal tore away, they jumped back, and a moment later a length of
the ribbon splashed down into the sand, where they had stood. They were
still for a handful of breaths.
"You're darn right he's there," Jon said. "Come on."
They started again. Petra shook white grains from her notebook cover and
they moved along the loose sand. A road seeped from under the desert,
now, and began to rise toward Telphar. They mounted it and followed it
toward the looming city. Before them the towers were dark streaks on the
rich blue sky.
"You know, Petra's question is a good one," Arkor said few minutes
later.
"Yeah," said Jon. "I've been thinking about it too. We seem to be in
our own bodies, only they're different. Different as our bodies were at
the most important moments of our lives. Maybe, somehow, we've come to a
planet in some corner of the universe, where three beings almost
identical to us, only different in that way, are doing, for some reason
we'll never know, almost exactly what we're doing now."
"It's possible," Arkor said. "With all the myriad possibilities of
worlds, it's conceivable that one might be like that, or like this."
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