England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, English
The train came clattering in. The chaplain entered a third-class
compartment; Late--299 followed. The chaplain experienced something of
a shock. Extremely unlike a prisoner! And this prisoner, out of whom
he had, so to speak, had no change whatever these two years past, had
always made him feel uncomfortable. There he sat opposite, turning
his paper, smoking a cigarette, as if on terms of perfect equality.
Lowering his own journal, the chaplain looked out of the window, trying
to select a course of conduct; then, conscious that he was being
stared at, he took a flying look at his _vis-à-vis_. The man’s face
seemed saying: “Feel a bit awkward, don’t you? But don’t worry. I’ve no
ill feeling. You have a devilish poor time.”
Unable to find the proper reply to this look, the chaplain remarked:
“Nice day. Country’s looking beautiful.”
Late--299 turned those shining eyes of his towards the landscape. The
man had a hungry face in spite of his smile; and the chaplain asked:
“Will you have a sandwich?”
“Thanks....”
“Forgive my enquiring,” said the chaplain presently, blowing crumbs off
his knees, “but what will you do now? I hope you’re going to----” How
could he put it? ‘Turn over a new leaf?’ ‘Make good?’ ‘Get going?’ He
could not put it; and instead took the cigarette which Late--299 was
offering him. The man was speaking too; his words seemed to come slowly
through the smoke, as if not yet used to a tongue.
“These last two years have been priceless.”
“Ah!” said the chaplain hopefully.
“I feel right on top.”
The chaplain’s spirit drooped.
“Do you mean,” he said, “that you don’t regret--that you
aren’t--er----?”
“Priceless!”
The man’s face had a lamentable look--steely, strangely smiling. No
humility in it at all. He would find Society did not tolerate such an
attitude. No, indeed! He would soon discover his place.
“I’m afraid,” he said kindly, “that you’ll find Society very
unforgiving. Have you a family?”
“Wife, son, and daughter.”
“How will they receive you?”
“Don’t know, I’m sure.”
“And your friends? I only want to prepare you a little.”
“Fortunately I have private means.”
The chaplain stared. What a piece of luck, or was it--a misfortune?
“If I’d been breakable, your prison would have broken me all right.
Have another cigarette?”
“No, thank you.”
The chaplain felt too sad. He had always said nothing could be done
with them so long as their will-power was unbroken. Distressing to see
a man who had received this great lesson still so stiff-necked; so far
from profiting by it. And, lifting his journal, he tried to read. But
those eyes seemed boring through the print. It was most uncomfortable.
Most!...
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