England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, English
His eyes rolled out again towards the object, and Caister followed
them. Out there above the carpet he saw it--his own boot. It dangled,
because his knees were crossed, six inches off the ground--split--right
across, twice, between lace and toecap. Quite! He knew it. A boot left
him from the rôle of Bertie Carstairs, in ‘The Dupe,’ just before the
war. Good boots. His only pair, except the boots of Dr. Dominick, which
he was nursing. And from the boot he looked back at Bryce-Green, sleek
and concerned. A drop, black when it left his heart, suffused his eye
behind the monocle; his smile curled bitterly; he said:
“Not at all, thanks! Why?”
“Oh! n-n-nothing. It just occurred to me.” His eyes--but Caister had
withdrawn the boot. Bryce-Green paid the bill and rose.
“Old chap, if you’ll excuse me; engagement at half-past two. So awf’ly
glad to have seen you. Good-bye!”
“Good-bye!” said Caister. “And thanks!”
He was alone. And, chin on hand, he stared through his monocle into an
empty coffee cup. Alone with his heart, his boot, his life to come....
‘And what have you been in lately, Mr. Caister?’ ‘Nothing very much
lately. Of course I’ve played almost everything.’ ‘Quite so. Perhaps
you’ll leave your address; can’t say anything definite, I’m afraid.’
‘I--I should--er--be willing to rehearse on approval; or--if I could
read the part?’ ‘Thank you, afraid we haven’t got as far as that.’ ‘No?
Quite! Well, I shall hear from you, perhaps.’ And Caister could see his
own eyes looking at the manager. God! What a look.... A topping life!
A dog’s life! Cadging--cadging--cadging for work! A life of draughty
waiting, of concealed beggary, of terrible depressions, of want of food!
The waiter came skating round as if he desired to clear. Must go! Two
young women had come in and were sitting at the other table between him
and the door. He saw them look at him, and his sharpened senses caught
the whisper:
“Sure--in the last act. Don’t you see his _mêche blanche_?”
“Oh! yes--of course! Isn’t it--wasn’t he----!”
Caister straightened his back; his smile crept out, he fixed his
monocle. They had spotted his Dr. Dominick!
“If you’ve quite finished, sir, may I clear?”
“Certainly. I’m going.” He gathered himself and rose. The young women
were gazing up. Elegant, with faint smile, he passed them close,
managing--so that they could not see--his broken boot.
1922.
STROKE OF LIGHTNING
This was before the war, and conditions were such that the tragedies
and comedies of private lives seemed still to have importance.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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