England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, English
“Your affectionate
“F. W.”
I did see Jessie Weymouth on board her ship, and a precious business it
was.
A week later I, too, started for Constantinople, partly because I had
promised Mrs. Weymouth, partly because I could not reconcile myself
to the vision of my friend in the grip of his passion, without a job,
almost without money.
The Radolins inhabited an old house on the far shore almost opposite
the Rumeli Hissar. I called on them without warning, and found Hélène
Radolin alone. In a room all Turkish stuffs and shadowy lights, she
looked very different from her desert self. She had regained her pale
languor, but her face had a definite spirit, lacking when I first saw
her. She spoke quite freely.
“I love him; but it is madness. I have tried to send him away; he will
not go. You see, I am a Catholic; my religion means much to me. I must
not go away with him. Take him back to England with you; I cannot bear
to see him ruin his life like this for me.”
I confess to looking at her with the wonder whether it was religion or
the lack of l. s. d.
“Ah!” she said. “You don’t understand; you think I am afraid of poverty
with him. No! I am afraid of losing my soul, and his.”
The way she said that was extraordinarily impressive. I asked her if
she saw him.
“Yes; he comes. I have to let him. I cannot bear the look on his face
when I say ‘No.’” She gave me his address.
He had a garret in a little Greek hotel, just above Galata--a
ramshackle place, chosen for its cheapness. He did not seem surprised
to see me. But I was startled. His face, shrunken and lined, had a
bitter, burnt-up look, which deepened the set and colour of his eyes
till they looked almost black. A long bout of disease will produce just
that effect.
“If she didn’t love me,” he said, “I could bear it. But she does. Well!
So long as I can see her I shall stand it; and she’ll come--she’ll come
to me at last.”
I repeated her words to me; I spoke of his wife, of England--no memory,
no allusion, no appeal touched him.
I stayed a month and saw him nearly every day; I did not move him by
one jot. At the end of that month I should never have known him for
the Frank Weymouth who had started out with us from Mena House on
New Year’s Day. Changed! He was! I had managed to get him a teaching
job through a man I knew at the Embassy--a poor enough job--a bare
subsistence. And, watching my friend day by day, I began to have a
feeling of hatred for that woman. Yet I knew that her refusal to
indulge their passion was truly religious. She really did see her lost
soul and his, whirling entwined through purgatory, like the souls of
Paola and Francesca in Watts’ picture. Call it superstition, or what
you will, her scruples were entirely genuine, and, from a certain point
of view, quite laudable.
As for Radolin, he took it all precisely as if there were nothing to
take; smooth and debonair as ever--a little harder about the mouth and
eyes, and that was all.
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