England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, English
“The dancer, my Mother, is very sad. She sits with her head on her
hands. She looks into the emptiness. It is frightful to watch. I have
tried to make her pray, my Mother, but the poor girl does not know
how; she has no belief. She refuses even to confess herself. She is
pagan--but quite pagan. What could one do for her, my Mother--to cheer
her a little during these hours? I have tried to make her tell me of
her life. She does not answer. She sits and looks always into the
emptiness. It does me harm in the heart to see her. Is there nothing
one can do to comfort her a little before she dies? To die so young--so
full of life; for her who has no faith! To be shot--so young, so
beautiful; but it is frightful, my Mother!”
The little elderly Sister raised her hands and crossed them on her
grey-clothed breast. Her eyes, brown and mild, looked up, questioning
the face before her, wax-pale under its coif and smooth grey hair.
Straight, thin, as it were bodiless, beneath her grey and white garb,
the Mother Superior stood pondering. The spy-woman in her charge, a
dancer with gipsy blood they said--or was it Moorish?--who had wormed
secrets from her French naval lover and sold them to the Germans in
Spain. At the trial they said there was no doubt. And they had brought
her to the convent saying: “Keep her for us till the fifteenth. She
will be better with you than in prison.” To be shot--a woman! It made
one shiver! And yet--it was war! It was for France!
And, looking down at the little elderly Sister, the Mother Superior
answered:
“One must see, my daughter. Take me to her cell.”
They went in gently. The dancer was sitting on her bed. There was no
colour in her skin save the saffron sprinkled into it by eastern blood.
The face was oval, the eyebrows slanted a little up; black hair formed
on her forehead a V reversed; her lips, sensuous but fine, showed a
gleam of teeth. Her arms were crossed as though compressing the fire
within her supple body. Her eyes, colour of Malaga wine, looked through
and beyond the whitened walls, through and beyond her visitors, like
the eyes of a caged leopard.
The Mother Superior spoke:
“What can we do for you, my daughter?”
The dancer shrugged.
“You suffer, my daughter. They tell me you do not pray. It is a pity.”
The dancer’s passing smile had the sweetness of something tasted, of a
rich tune, a long kiss; she shook her head.
“One would not say anything to trouble you, my daughter; one feels pity
for your suffering. One comprehends. Is there a book you would read;
some wine you would like; in a word, anything which could distract you
a little?”
The dancer clasped her hands behind her neck. The movement was
beautiful, sinuous--all her body beautiful. A faint colour came into
the Mother Superior’s waxen cheeks.
“Would you wish to dance for us, my daughter?”
On the dancer’s face the smile came again and did not pass.
“Willingly. It will give me pleasure, madame!”
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