England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, English
His aunt’s dance! His first white waistcoat, bought _ad hoc_, from the
local tailor, his tie laboriously imitating the hero--Captain MacKay’s.
All came back with such freshness in the quiet of the warren--the
expectancy, the humble shy excitement, the breathless asking for a
dance, the writing ‘Mrs. Monteith’ twice on his little gilt-edged
programme with its tiny tasselled white pencil; her slow-moving fan,
her smile. And the first dance when it came; what infinite care not
to tread on her white satin toes; what a thrill when her arm pressed
his in the crush--such holy rapture, about all the first part of
that evening, with yet another dance to come! If only he could have
twirled her and ‘reversed’ like his pattern, Captain MacKay! Then
delirium growing as the second dance came near, making him cut his
partner--the cool grass-scented air out on the dark terrace, with
the chafers booming by, and in the starshine the poplars wondrously
tall, the careful adjustment of his tie and waistcoat, the careful
polishing of his hot face! A long breath then, and into the house
to find her! Ballroom, supper-room, stairs, library, billiard-room,
all drawn blank--‘Estudiantina’ going on and on, and he a wandering,
white-waistcoated young ghost. Ah! The conservatory--and the hurrying
there! And then the moment which had always been, was even now, such
a blurred, confused impression. Smothered voices from between a clump
of flowers: “I saw her.” “Who was the man?” A glimpse, gone past in
a flash, of an ivory face, a black moustache! And then her voice:
“Hubert;” and her hot hand clasping his, drawing him to her; her scent,
her face smiling, very set! A rustling behind the flowers, those people
spying; and suddenly her lips on his cheek, the kiss sounding in his
ears, her voice saying, very softly: “Hubert, dear boy!” The rustle
receded, ceased. What a long, silent minute, then, among the ferns
and blossoms in the dusk with her face close to his, pale, perturbed,
before she led him out into the light, while he was slowly realising
that she had made use of him to shelter her. A boy--not old enough
to be her lover, but old enough to save her name and that of Captain
Mackay! Her kiss--the last of many. Oh, no! not upon _his_ lips, _his_
cheeks! Hard work realising that! A boy--of no account--a boy, who in
a day would be at school again, kissed that _he_ and _she_ might renew
their intrigue unsuspected!
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