Cardinal Pole; Or, The Days of Philip and Mary: An Historical RomanceAinsworth, William Harrison
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Cardinal Pole; Or, The Days of Philip and Mary: An Historical Romance
Ainsworth, William Harrison
Great Britain -- History -- Mary I, 1553-1558 -- Fiction; Pole, Reginald, 1500-1558 -- Fiction
“His conduct towards me leaves no doubt as to his intentions,” rejoined
Mary. “On our first meeting he vowed he loved me, but his vows were
false. I am not blind to my defects. I know that I have few charms of
person to attract him—that I have neither youth nor beauty. But I gave
him a deep, true love. Moreover, I gave him a kingdom. How has he
requited me?—by neglect, by harshness, by infidelity.”
“Oh! Madam, I would willingly discredit what I hear,” cried Pole. “If it
be as you represent, I pity you from the bottom of my heart.”
“My sainted mother, Queen Katharine of Aragon, was most unhappy,”
pursued Mary; “but I am little less unhappy. Neglected, injured, scorned
as I am by my husband, I cannot, despite the efforts I make, shake off
the love I bear him. I summon pride to my aid, but in vain. My heart is
wrung with jealousy, but I hide my torments. What shall I do if I lose
him?”
“You will not lose him, gracious Madam—fear it not,” exclaimed Pole. “I
will remonstrate with him. I will convince him of the wickedness of his
conduct.”
“Proceed with caution, or you will only make matters worse,” said Mary.
“Were I to lose him, I should die.”
“Do not distress yourself thus, Madam,” said Pole. “Exalted as is your
station, it does not exempt you from the ordinary sufferings of
humanity—nay, it exposes you to greater ills than fall to the lot of
those less loftily placed. The King is unworthy of your love, I grant,
but I counsel you not to resent his neglect, nor to reproach him. Bear
yourself ever gently towards him, ever maintaining your own dignity, and
if you win not back his love, you are certain to gain his esteem.”
“Perchance I have reproached him overmuch,” cried Mary. “But, as I have
already said, my heart has been wrung by jealousy.”
“Crush all such feelings, at whatever cost,” rejoined Pole. “Give him no
grounds of complaint.”
“But his unkindness makes me wretched,” cried Mary. “Would I could hate
him—despise him!”
“It is sad that love like yours should meet so poor a return,” sighed
Pole; “and the King is blind to his own happiness that he does not
estimate the treasure he casts away, to set up worthless baubles in its
place. Pray constantly and fervently to Heaven to bless you with a son,
and if your prayers are granted, you will be happy.”
“But if Heaven should deny me the blessing?”
“Heaven will compassionate you,” said the Cardinal. “It will not be deaf
to prayers like yours.”
“Yet my mother’s prayers were unheard, though her wrongs and sufferings
were greater than mine. She died neglected, heart-broken. Such may be my
fate.”
“The indulgence of these thoughts is like to bring about the very
calamity you would avert, Madam,” said Pole. “You know and feel how much
depends upon the event we so much desire, and your physician will tell
you that to a favourable issue freedom from agitation and anxiety are
essential. You will undo all the good if you harass yourself thus
unnecessarily.”
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