England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
When Mrs. Beresford died, as has been described, there was a great
flutter of talk and private discussion among all who knew her about the
particulars of her death. It was ‘so sudden at the last,’ after giving
every indication of turning out a lingering and slow malady, that public
curiosity was very greatly excited on the subject. True, the talk was
suppressed peremptorily by Mr. Maxwell whenever he came across it,
charitably by other less authoritative judges; but it lingered, as was
natural, and perhaps the bereaved husband did not have all that fulness
of sympathy which generally attends so great a loss. There were many
people, indeed, to whom it appeared that such a loss was worse even than
a more simple and less mysterious one, and that the survivor was
entitled to more instead of less pity; but mysterious circumstances
always damp the public sympathy more or less, and people do not like to
compromise themselves by kindness which might seem complicity or guilty
knowledge if, in the course of time, anything not known at the moment
should be found out. Thus James Beresford, though much pitied, did not
meet with that warmth of personal sympathy which circumstances like his
so often call forth. He was not himself sensible of it indeed, being too
miserable to take any notice of what was going on around him; but most
of his friends were fully sensible of this fact, and aware that but few
overtures of active kindness were made to the melancholy man, whose very
abandonment of his home and life made another item in the mysterious
indictment against him, of which everybody felt the burden yet nobody
knew the rights. It was in these painful circumstances that Mrs.
Meredith first formed the link which now associated her with her next
door neighbour. The first time he had come home after his wife’s death,
which was only for a week or two, the kind woman had met him, indeed had
laid her simple, tender-hearted plan to meet him--going listlessly into
his forsaken house. She had gone up to him, holding out her hand, her
features all moved and quivering with feeling. ‘Won’t you come in and
sit with me in the evening?’ she said. ‘It is the time one feels one’s
loneliness most--and my boys are away, Mr. Beresford.’ Her soft eyes, as
she raised them to him, were full of tears; her look so pitiful, so full
of fellow-feeling, that his heart was as much touched for her as hers
seemed to be for him. Of all ways of consolation, is there any so
effective as that of leading those whom you grieve for to grieve also a
little for you, as a fellow-sufferer? His heart was touched. He could
not persuade himself to go the very first evening, but he came soon, and
when he had come once returned again and again. It was the first new
habit he formed after that mournful breaking-up of all his habits. He
could not bear much at a time of the dismal place which he still called
home; but now and then he was forced to be there, and when he came this
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