England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Why should he cause a restraint? her boy! but she felt that he did so,
and it made her unhappy. It was pleasanter in the former evenings, when
Mr. Beresford came home only now and then, and there was neither a Cara
nor an Oswald to perplex the simple state of affairs.
‘How is she to amuse herself!’ Mr. Beresford said to her. ‘Yes, yes, I
know you will do what you can--when was there ever a time when you did
not do what you could and more?--but I cannot take her about, I cannot
have anyone in the house to keep her company, and how is she to live
there, a young girl, alone?’
‘I think Cara will do very well,’ said Mrs. Meredith. ‘She can always
come to me. I have told her so; and the people we know are all beginning
to call. She will soon have plenty of friends. People will invite her,
and you must go with her here and there.’
‘_I_ go with her? You know how I hate going out!’
‘Once at least--say only once. You must do that, and then you will find
Cara will have her own friends; she will not be a difficulty any longer.
I am glad you trust in me to do what I can for her--and Oswald.’
‘Of course I trust in you,’ he said; ‘but it will break up everything. I
know it will--after coming to a kind of calm, after feeling that I can
settle down again, and that life is not utterly distasteful to me--you
will not wonder that I should be frightened for everything. And you, who
have done so much for me.’
‘I have not done anything,’ said Mrs. Meredith, looking up smiling from
her book.
‘You say so; but it is you who have done everything; and if I am to be
plucked from my refuge now, and pitched forth upon the world---- I
believe I am a coward. I shrink from mere outside intercourse, from
being knocked up against one and another, and shut out from what I prize
most.’
‘How can that be?’ she said; ‘you get fretful, you men, when everything
does not go as you wish. Have a little patience. When Oswald came home,
it seemed at first, as if he, dear boy, was going to upset all my
habits; but it was a vain fear. The first little strangeness is over,
and he has settled down, and we are happy--happier than ever. It will be
the same with Cara and you.’
Beresford gave a half-groan of dissent. I fear Mrs. Meredith saw that it
had a double meaning, and that it expressed a certain impatience of her
son as well as of his daughter; but this was one of the things which she
would not see.
‘Yes,’ she said, with a little nod of her head, ‘I will answer for it,
it will be just the same with Cara and you.’
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