England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
And when they went upstairs after dinner it was still worse. Mr.
Beresford and the others did not sit over their wine, which Roger would
have thought the best thing possible had he found themselves
satisfactory; but as this was not the case, and he was sure that the
only object of the young Merediths in not staying below and drinking
themselves stupid was anxiety to be with Cara, too, he took their quick
move as another sign of depravity. It was new-fashioned, it was
unEnglish, it was almost wicked. He followed upstairs with a protest in
his soul. Cara and Mrs. Meredith were sitting together over the fire.
They drew a little apart as the others came in, and Mr. Beresford placed
himself by the elder lady, and Oswald by Cara. So! Roger said to
himself, that was the habitual way in which they arranged
themselves--nothing could be more clear; flirtation, nothing but
flirtation, between the old people and between the young people. It was
more than wrong, it was monstrous. He supposed such things did happen in
London society, where everything that was bad happened; but to think of
poor little, innocent Cara being thrown into the midst of such a set of
people! Roger could scarcely command his feelings. After standing about
behind-backs for a time with Edward, who, to tell the truth, seemed a
little ‘out of it’ too, Roger’s sense of horror forced him forward to
the front of the fire, where he suddenly placed himself with that
temerity of enraged shyness which is bolder than assurance. At all
events, there could be no particular conversation between Oswald and
Cara while he stood there.
This made a little break in the low-voiced talk. Mrs. Meredith, who sat
on the other side in a low chair, with a little table by her elbow, on
which stood a lamp, turned from Mr. Beresford to look at him. He could
not easily think ill of this soft-smiling lady; but he made an effort,
and succeeded even in this.
‘Are you at the University, Mr. Burchell?’ she said, smiling upon him.
There was some work lying upon her little table. He jumped at this
evidence of Sabbath-breaking and profanity with inward satisfaction as a
sign that she must be bad too.
‘No,’ he said, with unnecessary explanatoriness, ‘I am not so lucky. I
have got my own way to make in the world. I have to start work at once.
I was afraid you would give me credit for more than I deserved. My
brother’s at Cambridge, for he is going into the Church; but as for me,
I’ve got my own way to make in the world.’
‘So have the rest of us,’ said Oswald. ‘You must not take such high
ground of superiority. We have all got our own way to make in the
world.’
‘That is all very well,’ said Roger, determined to separate himself from
all resemblance to his companions; ‘but I’m a rough, practical man, not
in your elegant way. I’m an engineer--I am going to India, I suppose----
’
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