England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘Just what I was going to suggest,’ said Oswald, getting up and going to
the piano to open it for her. It was in the back part of the room, which
was but partially lighted. Both the others, in their different ways,
bestowed a private benediction on Oswald, who was more ready than either
of them. They sat looking wistfully into the dimness, listening to
Cara’s soft voice, which rose out of it like a bird. ‘Angels, ever
bright and fair,’ she sang, looking herself, that little white vision,
only half-visible, like anything angelic or fairy-like, which the
imagination chose to select. Roger listened with his heart full. But for
the apparition of that other figure beside her, behind her, who stood
keeping time with an involuntary movement of his head and hand in a way
which tempted even his brother to blaspheme, Roger’s heart would have
run over with a soft ecstasy. He had never heard Cara sing before,
except in her schoolgirl days. As for the other two, the elder pair, Mr.
Beresford’s countenance cleared and he resumed his talk, and Mrs.
Meredith once more gave him her whole attention, while Edward and Roger
stared into the back drawing-room. They did not address nor take any
notice of each other, but gazed blankly at Cara, who, having already one
attendant, evidently wanted none of them. When she had come to an end of
that song, Mrs. Meredith, though she was to all appearance absorbed in
what Mr. Beresford was saying, cast a word over her shoulder to the
young performer.
‘That was very sweet; thank you, dear. Now sing us something else.’ And
Cara went on.
Roger sat and listened, between misery and rapture. He did not know
which predominated. Edward, to whose state of mind no one had any clue,
turned over a book, and hummed the air she was singing. Not a word
passed between the young men, notwithstanding that they were both boys,
as Cara had said, both going to India, and with every kind of bond of
external resemblance. But Roger did not feel any direct hatred to Edward
as he did to the other, who was always thrusting himself forward; and
thus an hour passed away. When that was over, Cara rose and said
good-night. Then there was a question who was to take her home, which
showed as much as did his own attitude--reclining tranquilly in his
chair--that Mr. Beresford had no idea of going away. Here Roger sprang
to the front, for once forestalling Oswald. He took his leave hurriedly,
with confused thanks to Mrs. Meredith, and followed Cara closely as she
went downstairs, alarmed lest someone might interfere even at the last
moment. It was but a few steps, unfortunately, from one door to the
other, and though she lingered a moment on the step, wrapping her shawl
closely around her, Cara did not ask him to go in.
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