England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘Very fond,’ said Cara, with composure; ‘and the boys are kind. They
come often in the morning to see me. I am not sure which of them I like
best. Edward has just come home. He is the one that is going to India;
and Oswald writes poetry and is very clever. I go out with Mrs. Meredith
in the afternoon--you must not think I am not very fond of her, Aunt
Cherry--but then she is fond of so many people. You should see her
afternoons. She is at home always at five, and the number of people who
come! and she looks at them all alike, and listens to them as if she
thought of no one else. Yes, I am very fond of her; but I like people to
belong to me, not to everybody--like you, Aunt Cherry; you are mine,
mine!’ the girl cried, with the flattery of exclusive appropriation
which is so sweet to all, and especially to those who are beyond the
first fascinations of life.
‘Yes, my darling,’ said Miss Cherry, with tears in her soft eyes; ‘me,
and everything I have and everything I am, to do whatever you please
with.’ She had a right to be more lavish than any lover in her
self-offering; for no love could have been so ready to give up will and
wish, which are the last things any human creature likes to sacrifice,
for the sake of the beloved. Miss Cherry would have allowed herself to
be cut into little pieces at any moment, for the sake of the child.
But these were not the kind of confidences she expected. She made an
effort to bring Cara back to the other ground, and to elicit from her
some tender confession. Romantic old Cherry was disappointed not to have
seen some trace of this confidence, irrepressible, eager to unbosom
itself, but she was not hopeless of it still.
‘I saw you go in,’ she said. ‘I watched you from the window, Cara. Was
that one of the Merediths that was with you?--Very nice-looking, rather
dark. Which was that? You seemed to be great friends.’
‘This afternoon! Were you at the window? How stupid I was not to see
you! I will never come near the house again without looking up at the
windows. It was Oswald, Aunt Cherry; he is always the one who has time
to go out with us. Do you think a man ought to have so much time? Yes,
he is nice-looking, I think; he _is_ like a poet; and he is the one who
chiefly stands by me, and comes to see me in the morning. He never seems
to have anything particular to do,’ Cara added, with a slight air of
vexation, which raised Miss Cherry’s hopes.
‘But if he writes?’ she said, with a little awe.
‘Ah, he does that at night; he sits up writing, and all day long he
seems just to do what he likes. They laugh at him for it, but he never
minds. Mrs. Meredith sometimes says---- Ah!’ cried Cara, stopping short,
and drawing a long sighing breath. A sort of muffled hollow sound went
through the house--the shutting of the great hall-door, which seemed to
vibrate upwards from floor to floor.
‘What is it, Cara?’ said Miss Cherry, whose nerves were weak, and who
jumped at any noise, even when she knew really what it was.
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