England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
She blushed very deeply, and cast a wondering glance up at him,
astonished at his penetration. ‘I did not say so,’ she cried. ‘I am not
disappointed--only one did not think of all the details. Real things are
never so beautiful as things are in your imagination, that is all.’
‘Is it always so?’ he said, stealing always a little further on. ‘For
then this world would be a sadly unsatisfactory place, and life would
not be worth living.’
‘Ah, everybody says so,’ cried Agnes; ‘that is what I always rebel
against. Because one thing disappoints you, why should everything? They
say the world is so bad, all full of delusion; but God made it--it
cannot be so bad if we took pains enough to find out what is best.’
Oswald’s heart was touched; by the eagerness in her face and the beauty
of its dimples--but a little by the contrast between this young
creature’s abstract purpose and his own want of any purpose at all. ‘I
am not good enough to keep up such an argument,’ he said ingenuously
enough; ‘I am afraid I am content to get along just as it happens from
day to day. You make me blush for myself.’
When he said this an overpowering blush covered the face which was
turned towards him under the poke-bonnet. ‘Oh, what have I been
saying?’ she cried, crimson with shame and compunction. How she had been
talking to a stranger, a man, a person whose very name she did not know!
What would the Sisters say, what would mamma say if she knew? Would not
this heinous offence against all the proprieties prove everything they
had ever said against her independent outset in the world? And he, what
could he think? Agnes wished the pavement might open and swallow her
up--as it had done once or twice before at very great crises of history.
She could not run away from him, that would be a worse folly still,
especially as the ‘House’ was already in sight. But she shrank away from
him as far as the narrow pavement would permit, and did not dare to look
at him again.
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