England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Mr. Beresford was seated in his library, as usual, in the morning; he
had breakfasted and glanced over his newspaper, and now had settled down
to ‘work,’ that is, to what he called work. He would not have been much
the worse had he idled, nor would his finances or anybody’s comfort have
suffered; probably that was one reason why he was so industrious. His
writing-table was arranged with the most perfect order: here his
blotting-book, his pens, his paper of all sizes, from ponderous foolscap
to the lightest accidental note; there his books of reference; in the
centre, the volume he was studying. John, by long practice, had learned
to know exactly where to place all his master’s paraphernalia. He sat in
front of the fire, which crackled merrily and made light _pétillements_,
in the sound of which alone there was genial company. The ruddy sunshine
of the winter morning entered in a side-long gleam; everything was
comfortable, warm, and luxurious round him; the room was lined almost as
high as the ceiling with books, and the square table near the further
window was covered with magazines and newspapers. He spared nothing in
that way, though for himself he did not read half the literature that
was placed there ready for him. He took his place at his table, opened
his book, put down the letters which he had brought with him from the
breakfast-table, and prepared to write--or rather to work--for his
object was to write a review of the serious book he was reading; his
letters were about this and other important matters--a meeting of the
Imperial Society--the arrangements to be made for a series of
lectures--the choice of a new member. He put down all these momentous
epistles on his table, and turned over a page of the book in respect to
which he was prepared to give to the world some new ideas of his own on
the relations between mind and matter, or rather, upon some of those
strange processes by which the human brain, which is as purely matter as
the human leg, pranks itself up in the appearance of a spiritual entity.
He was fond of philosophical questions. But when he had made all these
preparations he stopped suddenly short and began to think. What process
was it that brought across him, like a sudden breath of summer air with
the scent of flowers in it, that sudden flood of recollections? In a
moment, invading his breast and his mind with thoughts of the past, he
felt as people do to whom an old friend appears suddenly, bringing with
him a hundred forgotten associations. Had someone come into the warm and
pleasant room and laid a hand upon his shoulder and looked him in the
face? If James Beresford had been a superstitious man he would have
thought so. His wife had been dead for more than five years--and long
and weary and painful these years had been. Lately, however, his heart
had been lulled to rest by sweet friendliness and sympathy and help; he
had felt strong enough to take up his ordinary life again and return
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