England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Beresford made a half-conscious pause, and looked at his reprover with a
sudden involuntary raising of his eyebrows. Knew that as well as anyone!
Did he? Vain boaster! Who but himself knew all the consoling sweetness,
all the soft wealth of sympathy in this friend of friends? He felt more
angry with Maxwell for this false pretension than for all his other
sins. ‘I am at a loss to know,’ he said, coldly, ‘by what right anyone
attempts to interfere with my liberty of action. I am not a man whose
visits to any house can be considered suspicious. I should have thought
that my character and my antecedents were enough to preserve me from
injurious comment and the gossip you speak of.’
‘Beresford,’ said the other, hastily, ‘who thinks of you? No amount of
gossip could do you any real harm. You must see that. The question is
about _her_.’
It was Beresford’s turn now to be excited. He began to pace about the
room in deep annoyance and agitation. Of course this was true. What was
nothing to a man might be everything to a woman; and no man worthy the
name would expose a woman to comment. He took refuge, first, in furious
abuse of gossip. What had anyone to do with his proceedings? A man is
always more shocked and angry to find himself the object of remark than
a woman is. It seemed incredible to him that _he_, of all people in the
world, _he_ should be the object of impertinent remark. The idea was
intolerable to Beresford. The doctor wisely said nothing, but let him
have his ravings out, withdrawing himself to a chair by the table, where
he sat writing out imaginary prescriptions with the worn stump of a pen
which he found there, and keeping as far out of the passionate stream of
monologue as possible. This was wise treatment, the best he could have
adopted, and after a while the subject of the operation calmed down. He
flung himself at last into his chair, and there was a stormy pause.
‘I suppose,’ said Beresford, with a long-drawn breath of mingled pain
and anger, ‘this was what Cherry meant. I could not make her out. She is
in it too. Have you all laid your heads together and consulted what was
the thing that would pain me most--the most susceptible point left?’
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