England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘Mr. Beresford!’ she said, with a thrill of disagreeable surprise; and
there came to her instantaneously one of those sudden realisations of
things that might be thought or said, such as sometimes overwhelm the
unsuspecting soul at the most inappropriate moment; her colour rose in
spite of herself.
‘Just Mr. Beresford. He means no harm and you mean no harm; but he
should be put a stop to, my dear lady. You gave me your word you would
not be angry. But, madam, you’re a married lady, and your husband is at
a distance. It’s not for your credit or his good that he should visit
you every night.’
‘Mr. Sommerville! stop, please! I cannot let you talk so--or anyone.’
‘But you must, my dear lady, unless you want everybody to talk, and in a
very different spirit. The world is a wicked world, and takes many
things into its head. You’re a very attractive woman still, though
you’re no longer in your first youth----’
‘Mr. Sommerville, what you say is very disagreeable to me,’ said Mrs.
Meredith, offended. ‘Poor Mr. Beresford! since he lost his wife he has
been miserable. Nobody ever mourned more truly; and now, when he is
trying to learn a little resignation, a little patience----’
‘He should not learn those virtues, madam, at your expense.’
‘At my expense!’ she said, with sparkling eyes; ‘at what expense to me?
I allow him to come and sit with me when he has no one at home to bear
him company. I allow him----’
‘I thought his daughter had come to keep him company.’
‘Poor Cara! she is a sweet child; but, at seventeen, what can she know
of his troubles?’
‘Softly, softly,’ said Mr. Sommerville; ‘one plea is enough at a time.
If Mr. Beresford is without a companion, it does not matter that his
daughter is only seventeen; and whatever her age may be, if she is there
he cannot be without companionship. My dear lady, be reasonable. If he
has a child grown up, or nearly so, he should stay at home. A great many
of us have not even that inducement,’ said the old man, who was an old
bachelor; ‘but no kind lady opens her doors to us.’ He looked at her
sharply with his keen eyes; and she felt, with intense annoyance, that
she was getting agitated and excited in spite of herself.
‘Mr. Sommerville,’ she said, with some dignity, ‘if anyone has been
misrepresenting my friendship for Mr. Beresford, I cannot help that. It
is wicked as well as unkind; for I think I have been of use to him. I
think I have helped him to see that he cannot abandon his life. I don’t
mean to defend myself. I have not done anything to be found fault with;
friendship----’
‘Is a delusion,’ said the old man. ‘Friendship between a man and a
woman! There is no sense in it. I don’t believe a word of it. Meaning no
harm to you, my dear lady. You don’t mean any harm; but if you talk to
me of friendship!’
‘Then I had better say nothing,’ she answered quickly. ‘My husband’s
representative--if you call yourself so--has no right to treat me with
rudeness. I have nothing more to say.’
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