England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
When Agnes Burchell encountered Oswald Meredith, as has been recorded,
she had but recently taken up her abode at the ‘House.’ She had gone
there much against the will of her family, actuated by that discontent
which many generations may have felt, but only the present generation
has confessed and justified. Agnes was the eldest daughter of a very
prosaic pair, born in a very prosaic household, and how it was that the
ideal had caught her in its tenacious grip nobody knew. In the Rectory
at the foot of the hill, noisy with children, greasy with bread and
butter, between a fat father who prosed and a stout mother who grumbled,
the girl had set her heart, from the very beginning of conscious
sentiment in her, upon some more excellent way. How this was to be
reached she had not been able to divine for years, and many pious
struggles had poor Agnes against her own better desires, many attempts
to subdue herself and to represent to herself that the things she had to
do were her duty and the best things for her. Between exhortations to
the service of God in its most spiritual sense, and exhortations to be
contented ‘in that condition of life to which God had called her,’ her
heart was rent and her life distracted. Was there, indeed, nothing
better in the world than to cut the bread and butter, like Werther’s
Charlotte, to darn the stockings, to listen to parish gossip and her
mother’s standing grievance, which was that Cherry Beresford, an old
maid, should be well off and drive about in her carriage, while she, the
Rector’s wife, went painfully afoot--and her father’s twaddle about the
plague of Dissenters and the wickedness of curates? Agnes tried very
hard to accommodate herself to these circumstances of her lot. She tried
to change the tone of the family talk, making herself extremely
disagreeable to everybody in so doing. She tried to reduce the children
to obedience and to bring order into the unruly house, and in so doing
got herself soundly rated by everybody. Who was she that she should take
upon her to be superior to her neighbours--to set them all right? The
rest of the Burchells were very comfortable in their state of
hugger-mugger, and that she should pretend a dislike to it aggravated
them all deeply--while all the time she was informed, both in sermons
and in good books, that to do the duty nearest to your hand was the most
heroic Christian duty. Poor Agnes could not see her way to do any duty
at all. There were three sisters over sixteen, more than could be
employed upon the stockings and the bread and butter. Then she tried the
parish, but found with humiliation that with neither soup, nor puddings,
nor little bottles of wine, nor even tracts to carry about, her visits
were but little prized. Louisa, her next sister, answered better in
every way than she did: when Louisa was scolded she scolded back again
in a filial manner, having the last word always. She boxed the
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account