England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
When the next Sunday came the heart of the aunt at Notting Hill was once
more gladdened by the sight of him; and in the afternoon he duly set out
for the Square. Perhaps his dress was not so elaborate nor his necktie
so remarkable as when he first went there. He had sworn to himself that
he would form no special expectations and make no grand preparations,
and on the whole he was happier on his second visit. Miss Cherry, whom
he found at the Square, was very glad to see him, and Mr. Beresford
spoke to him kindly enough, and Cara was sweet and friendly. But they
treated his visit as a call only; they did not ask him to dinner, which
was a disappointment. They offered him a cup of tea, which Roger did not
care for, being scarcely fashionable enough to like five o’clock tea,
and let him go when they went to dinner, forlorn enough, turning him out
as it were upon the streets full of people. To be sure Roger had his
aunt at Netting Hill, who was very glad to see him, who would give him
supper and make him very comfortable. Still, as he had hoped perhaps to
be asked to stay, to spend the evening with Cara, it gave him a very
forlorn sensation, when they bade him cheerfully good-by at the sound of
the dinner-bell. He went out into the evening streets, where many people
were going to church, and many coming back from their afternoon walk,
going home to their families in twos and threes. Scarcely anyone seemed
to be alone but himself. Still he said to himself he had no right to
grumble, for they had been kind--and next Sunday he would go again; and
with this melancholy yet courageous resolution he made a little pause at
the corner of the street, asking himself where he should go now? His
aunt would have taken tea and gone to evening church before he could get
to Netting Hill. So he changed his direction and went manfully the other
way, to the ‘House,’ to visit his sister, arguing his disappointment
down. Why should they have asked him to dinner? Besides, he did not go
for dinner, which would have been mercenary, but for Cara--and he had
seen Cara, without those Merediths thrusting themselves into his way;
and she had been very kind, and Miss Cherry had been kind, and there was
no reason why he should not go again next Sunday afternoon. So why
should he be discouraged? There was Agnes, whom he had not seen since
she had gone into this ‘House,’ as they called it. It was only right
that a man should go and look after his own sister, even if he did not
approve of her. So Roger employed his undesired hour of leisure in the
way of duty, and went to see Agnes, gradually calming himself down out
of his disappointment on the way.
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