England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘Oh, thanks, I can manage all that myself,’ he said, with a mixture of
amusement and irritation. ‘Remember, I talk to you in confidence, Cara.
I don’t want my private affairs to travel to Miss Cherry’s ears, and to
be the talk of all the old ladies. Well, then, I beg your pardon, I will
say I am fond of old ladies if you like; but I think we can manage for
ourselves without help. She is a darling, Cara--her pretty eyes light up
when she says anything, and she will not stand the conventional things
that everybody says any more than you will. I am lucky to have got two
such clever girls--one for my friend, the other----’
‘Oswald, it is so difficult to know when you are in earnest and when you
are making fun. I do not feel so sure of you as I used to do. Are you
only making fun of her, or are you really, truly in earnest?’
‘Making fun of her! did not I tell you she had made me serious, pious
even? You are a little infidel. But, Cara, look here, I am not joking
now. You don’t think very much of me, I know; but there is no joke in
this; I am going now to try to find out who she is, and all about her,
and then I shall make my mother go, or someone. I did not mean any harm
in laughing. Nobody thinks seriously of such affairs; and don’t you see
we have a secret between us now, we have a link--we are not like
strangers. But, as for being serious--if she is not my wife in three
months----?’
‘In three months!’ cried Cara, astounded by his boldness.
‘In less than that. She likes me, Cara. I can see it in her pretty eyes,
though she will never look at me if she can help it. You are a horrid
little cold-hearted wretch and mock me, but most people do like me,’
said the young man with a laugh of happy vanity in which just enough
half-modesty was mingled to make it inoffensive; ‘everybody I may say
but you. Oh, I am serious; serious as a judge. In three months; but for
heaven’s sake not a word about it, not a syllable to my mother, or
anyone!’
‘I am not a telltale,’ said Cara; ‘and I am very glad to see that you
can be serious sometimes,’ she added with a sigh.
He looked up alarmed. The first idea, indeed, that crossed Oswald’s mind
was that Cara, though she had borne it so well, was now giving in a
little, and feeling the bitterness of losing _him_; which was an idea
slightly embarrassing but agreeable, for it did not occur to him in the
first place as it might to some men that such an occurrence would be
humbling and painful to Cara if pleasant and flattering to himself.
‘What is the matter?’ he asked, looking at her curiously. ‘You are not
so cheerful as usual.’
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