England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
calamity which rends life asunder and overclouds the world for us, has
seldom in it the same sickening vertigo of inappropriateness which makes
the soul sick when someone essentially earthly is suddenly carried away
into the unseen, with which he seems to have had nothing to do all his
previous life. He! _dead!_ a man so material, of the lower earth. What
could dying be to him? What connection had he with the mystery and
solemnity of the unseen? The vulgar and commonplace awe us more at these
dread portals than the noble or great. What have they to do there? What
had a man like Mr. Meredith to do there? Yet he had gone, no one
knowing, and accomplished that journey which classes those who have made
it, great and small, with the gods. A hundred discordant thoughts
entered into his wife’s mind--compunction, and wonder, and solemn
trembling. Could he have known what she had been thinking that morning?
Was it some dumb approach of his soul to hers which had aroused these
more tender thoughts? Had he been aware of all that had gone on in her
mind since the time when, she knowing of it, he had died? Nature has
always an instinctive certainty, whatever philosophy may say against it,
and however little religion may say in favour of it, that this sacred
and mysterious event of death somehow enlarges and expands the being of
those who have passed under its power. Since we lost them out of our
sight, it seems so necessary to believe that they see through us more
than ever they did, and know what is passing within the hearts to which
they were kindred. Why should the man, who living had concerned himself
so little about what his wife did, _know_ now instantaneously all about
it, having died? She could not have given a reason, but she felt it to
be so. The dark ocean, thousands of miles of it, what was that to an
emancipated soul? He had died in India; but he was there, passing
mysteriously through the doors, standing by her, ‘putting things into
her head,’ in this corner of England. Which of us has not felt the same
strange certainty? All at once the house seemed full of him, even to the
children, who had scarcely known him. He was dead; passed into a world
which mocks at distance, which knows nothing of fatigue. He was as God
in some mysterious way, able to be everywhere, able to influence the
living unconsciously, seeing, hearing them--simply because he was dead,
and had become to mortal vision incapable of either seeing or hearing
more.
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