England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘Everybody is going abroad, I think; but few people so far as we are. I
don’t think I should care for the Continent--just the same old thing
over and over; but India should be all fresh. You are going to India
too, ain’t you? at least, that is what I heard.’
‘I am not sure,’ said Edward. ‘The truth is, we have had very bad news
this morning. My father died at Calcutta----’
‘Oh, I beg your pardon,’ said Roger, who had kind feelings. ‘I should
not have stopped you had I known; I thought you both looked grave. I am
very sorry. I hope you don’t mind----?’
‘Don’t mind my father’s death?’
‘Oh, I mean don’t mind my having stopped you. Perhaps it was rude; but I
said to myself, “Here is someone I know.” Don’t let me detain you now. I
am very sorry, but I wish you were coming to India,’ said Roger, putting
out his big fist to shake hands. Oswald eluded the grip, but Edward took
it cordially. He was not jealous of Roger, but divined in him an
unfortunate love like his own.
‘Poor fellow!’ Edward said as they went on.
‘Poor fellow!--why poor fellow? he is very well off. He is the very sort
of man to get on; he has no feelings, no sensitiveness, to keep him
back.’
‘It is scarcely fair to decide on such slight acquaintance that he has
no feelings; but he is going to India.’
‘Ned, you are a little bit of a fool, though you’re a clever fellow.
Going to India is the very best thing a man can do. My mother has always
made a fuss about it.’
‘And yourself----’
‘Myself! I am not the sort of fellow. I am no good. I get dead beat; but
you that are all muscle and sinew, and that have no tie except my
mother----’
‘That to be sure,’ said Edward with a sigh, and he wondered did his
brother now at last mean to be confidential and inform him of the
engagement with Cara? His heart began to beat more quickly. How
different that real sentiment was from the fictitious one which they had
both been playing with! Edward’s breath came quickly. Yes, it would be
better to know it--to get it over; and then there would be no further
uncertainty; but at the same time he was afraid--afraid both of the fact
and of Oswald’s way of telling it. If Cara’s name was spoken with
levity, how should he be able to bear it? Needless to say, however, that
Oswald had no intention of talking about Cara, and nothing to disclose
on that subject at least.
‘You that have no tie--except my mother,’ repeated Oswald, ‘(and of
course she would always have me), I would think twice before I gave up
India. It’s an excellent career, nothing better. The governor (poor old
fellow) did very well, I have always heard, and you would do just as
well, or more so, with the benefit of his connection. I wonder rather
that my mother kept us out of the Indian set, except the old Spy. Poor
old man, I daresay he will be cut up about this. He’ll know better than
anyone,’ continued Oswald, with a change of tone, ‘what arrangements
have been made.’
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