England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘I have no fears about the boys to embitter my grief. I know they will
be well cared for. He was so good a father, though he had them so little
with him. Oh, why did you not tell me to send him one of the boys?’
Mr. Beresford would have felt himself the cruellest of malignants, had
he ventured to make such a suggestion in former days, but he did not say
this now. ‘You did what you thought was best for them,’ he said.
‘Ah, yes,’ she said eagerly, ‘for them; there was their education to be
thought of. That was what I considered; but I do not think--do you
think,’ she added, with an unconscious clasping of her hands and
entreating look, ‘that, since the great occasion for it is over--Edward
need go to India now?’
The form of the speech was that of an assertion--the tone that of a
question. She might follow her own inclinations like other people; but
she liked to have them sanctioned and approved by her friends.
‘Surely not, if you don’t wish it. There is only your wish to be
considered.’
‘It is not myself I am thinking of. It is for him,’ she said, faltering.
Of all things that could happen to her, she was least willing to allow
that her own will or wish had any share in her decisions. It was a
weakness which perhaps the more enlightened of her friends were already
aware of. As for Mr. Beresford, he was more critical of her than ever he
had been before, although more entirely sympathetic, more ready to throw
himself into her service. She looked at him so anxiously. She wanted his
opinion and the support of his concurrence. There was nothing for him to
do, to be of use as he proposed, but to agree with her, to support what
she had thought of--that was friendship indeed.
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