England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
A week had to elapse before the day on which he could hope to see Agnes
again, and this contrariety made him more earnest in his determination
to let nothing stand in his way a second time. He was so eager, indeed,
that he neglected what would otherwise have been so important in his
eyes--the arrival of the mail, which brought definite information as to
Mr. Meredith’s property, and must settle what his own prospects were to
be.
No man could give a warmer evidence of his love than this he felt within
himself as he took his way towards the hospital. During the intervening
week he had seen the little teacher almost daily, accompanying the
procession of school-girls, and she had, he thought, been conscious that
he was there, though she would not look at him. Naturally, Oswald made
all he could of his deep hatband, his black gloves, and even the black
border of his handkerchief, as he crossed the line; and once he felt
that Agnes perceived these indications of woe in a quick glance she gave
at him, though she avoided his eyes. This then was a point in his
favour--if only little Emmy were still at the hospital. This time he was
more bold than usual, and asked to be admitted to see the child,
explaining who he was, and what was his connection with the accident. In
this respect he took upon himself more than was necessary, blaming
himself for being the cause of it--and at length got admittance, his
mourning naturally standing him in stead with all the officials. Little
Emmy had been by this time transported into the convalescent ward, and
was lying on a sofa there, very bright-eyed and pale, looking eagerly,
as Oswald saw, with a leap of his heart, for some visitor. When she
perceived him a cloud of disappointment passed over her little face,
then a glimpse of surprise and recognition, then the swift-rising colour
of weakness.
‘Do you know me?’ said Oswald, taking the chair the nurse offered him.
‘Oh, yes!’ cried the child, with a mixture of awe and delight. No
further preliminaries were necessary.
He listened, with patience, to an account of all the stages of her
recovery, and delicately introduced his own inquiries. The ladies at the
House had been very kind to her; had they not? They had come to see her?
‘Oh, yes, sir,’ cried little Emmy. ‘Miss Burchell came every week, and
Sister Mary Jane has been twice. Miss Burchell is the kindest of all. I
thought she was coming to-day; oh, isn’t she coming to-day?’ the child
added, after a pause, looking at him with rising tears. ‘Did she send
you instead, please?’ and though Oswald was so grand a gentleman, and
his inquiries filled her with pride, yet his possible substitution for
her more beloved visitor made Emmy ready to cry. Oswald did not like to
be thus thrust into a secondary place, even with a child. A momentary
irritation arose in his mind; then he laughed and forgave Emmy,
remembering who it was that she preferred to him.
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