England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘And what does that matter in a life?’ said Agnes, looking up at him
with a courageous smile. ‘Nothing! no more than a moment. We have not
done any harm,’ she added, collecting all her strength. ‘We have not
neglected our work nor wasted our time. And we never meant anything. It
was all an accident. Mr. Meredith, good-by. I shall pray that you may be
happy.’
‘Ah! that is like what the world says of saints,’ he said, sharply. ‘You
make me wretched, and then pray that I may be happy.’
‘Oh, no, no,’ she cried, the tears coming to her eyes. ‘How can I have
made you wretched? It was only an accident. It has been only a moment.
You will not refuse to say good-by.’
Foolish Agnes! she had nothing to do but to leave him, having said her
say. But, instead of this she argued, bent upon making a logical
conclusion to which he should consent, convinced, though against his
will. On the whole she preferred that it should be against his will--but
convinced she had determined that he must be. They walked away softly
through the little street into the sunset, which sank lower every
moment, shedding a glory of slant light upon the two young figures so
sombre in garb, so radiant in life. Where they were going they did not
know, nor how the charmed moments were passing. Every shade of the
coming evening lay behind them, but all the glory of the rose tints and
glowing purple, the daffodil skies and gates of pearl, before.
CHAPTER XXXIV.
THE WIDOW.
The full particulars of Mr. Meredith’s death and Mr. Meredith’s will
came by the next mail; and this information acted as a kind of funeral
ceremony and conclusion to the melancholy period. All his affairs were
in order; his will unassailable, the provisions sufficiently just. There
was more money than anyone expected, and it was divided into three
unequal shares--the largest for his eldest son, the second for Edward,
the least of all for their mother. This arrangement took them all by
surprise, and it was with some little difficulty that Mrs. Meredith was
brought to see how it affected herself. That there would be any
difference to her had not occurred to her. She had thought only of her
children. ‘They certainly will not be worse off than they have been,’
she said five minutes before the contents of the will were communicated
to her; but any question as to how she herself would be affected had not
entered her mind. Even after she had heard it she did not realise it.
‘I am afraid you will scarcely be able to keep up this house unless the
boys stay with you, which is not to be expected,’ said old Mr.
Sommerville.
She looked at him, taking her handkerchief from her eyes. ‘My house?’
she said, faltering. Mr. Beresford was present and one or two other old
friends.
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