England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
This was the only little resentment she showed; and even the
sharp-witted old Sommerville scarcely took it for resentment. The
friends took luncheon with the family at an early hour, and departed,
carrying away the unnecessary papers, and leaving everything as it had
been; the blinds were all drawn up, the sunshine coming in as usual.
Oswald, with his hat brushed to a nicety and his cigars in his pocket,
went out just as usual. The usual subdued domestic sounds were in the
house, and in the course of the afternoon four or five visitors were
allowed to come in. Everything was as it had been; only Mrs. Meredith’s
pretty ribbons, all soft in tint as in texture, her dove-coloured gown,
her lace, her Indian shawls and ornaments, were all put away, and crape
reigned supreme. There was no further conversation on the subject until
after dinner, when Edward and his mother were alone. Oswald was dining
with one of his friends; it was hard to hold him to the etiquette of
‘bereavement.’ ‘Besides,’ Mrs. Meredith said, ‘no one thinks of these
rules with a young man.’
‘It will be strange to have to leave this house,’ she said, when the
servants had left the dining-room. ‘It was the first house I had in
England, when I brought you home. Some people thought the country would
have been best; but I liked the protection of a town, and to see my
friends, and to be near a good doctor; for you were delicate, Edward,
when you were a child.’
‘Who, I, mother? I don’t look much like it now.’
‘No, heaven be praised--but you were delicate; two little white-faced
things you were, with India written in your little pale cheeks. That was
the first thing that brought me home. You could not have stayed in
India; and then the question was, Edward, to leave your father, or to
leave you--and, oh--you seemed to have so much more need of me!’
‘Do not go over the question again, mother. You did not do it, I am
sure, without thought. Let us think of the future now. You are to stay
in the house you like, and which is all the home I have ever known; as
for a smaller house, or for what you are able to afford, that is simple
nonsense. It appears I have a separate income now, not merely an
allowance. You don’t mean to turn me out, do you, to the streets?’
‘My dear boy!--of course, wherever I have a roof, there is a place for
you.’
‘Very well, mother; this is the place. You don’t want me to go off and
live in chambers?’
‘Not unless--you think it necessary; unless--you would like it better,
Edward. Oh, I hope not, my dear!’
‘So do I,’ he said, smiling. ‘I hope you don’t mean to turn me out for
the sake of something you can afford. We must live together, mother, you
and I. I can’t be idle; you know, I must do something; and all the
pleasure I shall ever get out of life,’ he added, with the solemnity of
youthful conviction, ‘will be to find my home always the same--and my
mother. I look for no other happiness.’
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