England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘Still, he should not be away every evening,’ said the mother, shaking
her head; and she drew him down to her and kissed his cheek tenderly.
‘_My_ boy! we must comfort each other,’ she said, with soft tears in her
eyes. Her heart bled for him in the troubles she divined, and she was
one of the women who never lose their interest in the trials of youthful
love. Yet, sympathetic as she was, she smiled too as she went upstairs.
He thought this would last for ever--that he would never change his
mind, nor suffer a new affection to steal into his heart. She smiled a
little, and shook her head all by herself. How short-lived were their
nevers and for evers! She went up to the drawing-room, where she had
spent so many quiet evenings, pleased to think that her boys were happy,
though they were not with her; where she had thought of them at school,
at college, in all the different places they had passed through, trying
to follow them in her thoughts, anxiously wondering what they were
doing, often pausing to breathe out a brief, silent prayer for them in
the midst of her knitting, or when she closed her book for a moment.
This had become so habitual to her, that she would do it almost without
thinking. ‘Oh, bless my boys; keep them from evil!’--between how
many sentences of how many books--in the pauses of how many
conversations--woven through and through how many pieces of wool, had
those simple supplications gone!
By-and-by she heard the door close of the next house, the bell ring in
her own, the familiar step on the stair, and the neighbour came in and
took his usual place. They sat on each side of the fireplace, in which
still glimmered a little fire, though the season was warm. It irked her
that she could not continue with him the conversation she had been
having with Edward; but till Oswald spoke what could she say? and they
had plenty to talk about.
‘I wonder,’ he said, ‘if it was a bad dream when I was sent away--not
knowing why, or where to go?’
‘Where were you going? I never wished it. How I should have missed you
now! It is in trouble that we want our friends most. Edward has been so
good and kind. He says he will never leave me; that we must live
together. And he thinks he will always think so--poor boy! I have not
the heart to tell him that he will soon change.’
‘Why should he change? He may search far enough before he will find such
another home. If I were he, I would not change either. He is more to be
trusted than Oswald.’
‘Oh, you are mistaken. My boy is----’
‘I am not saying ill of him. If I ever wish to do that, I will not come
to his mother with it. But Oswald thinks more of himself. Where is he
to-night? He has left you alone, to bear all your loneliness, to think
over everything.’
‘You know I never taught my children that they were to keep by me. I
might have liked it, but I did not think it right. They are very, very
good; but no one can upbraid me with keeping them at my apron-strings.’
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