England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Though it was very sunshiny outside, it was rather cold indoors.
Miss Cherry, who stood by with her bonnet on, and her prayer-book in her
hand, had just ordered the fire to be lighted, and Cara, with her cold,
had crept close to it. Miss Cherry was going to the afternoon service.
‘I shall not be long, my darling. You will not miss me,’ she was saying,
‘though I don’t like to leave you on my last day.’
‘Don’t say it is the last day--and look, here is Roger to keep me
company,’ said Cara. ‘He will sit with me while you are away.’
How glad he was, and how eager to promise!
Miss Cherry thought no more of poor Roger than if he had been a cabbage.
She thought it might be an amusement to her niece to hear his little
gossip about home; and though she saw through his eagerness, and
suspected his object, yet she was not alarmed for Cara. Poor blind moth,
coming to scorch his wings, she said to herself, with a half-amused
pity. She did not pay very much attention to what he might have to
suffer. Indeed, unless one has a special interest in the sufferer, such
pangs always awake more or less amusement in the mature bosom; and,
tender-hearted as Miss Cherry was, her mind was too full of other things
to have much leisure for Roger, who was, she thought, anyhow too shy and
awkward to commit himself. She had her mind full of a great many things.
She was going away, now that her brother was not going. But though she
was anxious about her old aunt, and her home, which she had left for so
long a period, she was anxious about Cara too, and did not know which of
these opposing sentiments dragged her most strongly to one side or the
other. And then she was angry with her brother--angry with him for
staying, and angry that there had been an occasion for his going away.
She went to afternoon church at that drowsiest hour, when, if the mind
has any temptation to be dejected, or to be cross, it is crosser and
more downcast than at any other moment, and attended a sleepy service in
an old dingy chapel, one of the few which are still to be found
remaining, in which a scattered congregation drowse in big pews, and
something like a clerk still conducts the responses. Miss Cherry had
been used to this kind of service all her life, and in her gentle
obstinacy of conservatism clung to it, though it possessed very few
attractions. She said her own prayers very devoutly, and did her best to
join in the irregular chorus of the clerk; and she sat very erect in the
high corner of the pew, and gave an undivided attention to the sermon,
sternly commanding every stray thought out of the way. But the effort
was not so successful as the valour of the endeavour merited. Miss
Cherry did not like, as she said, to have the good effect all dissipated
by worldly talk after a good sermon (and was not every sermon good in
intention at least--calculated, if we would only receive its directions,
to do good to the very best of us?), and for this reason she was in the
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