England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘I know what you will do,’ he said; ‘you will tell everybody--that is
what you will do. Oh, it’s a devilish thing in girls! I suppose they
never _feel_ themselves, and it pleases their vanity to make fools of
us. You will go and tell those fellows, those Merediths, what a laugh
you have had out of poor Roger. _Poor_ Roger! but you shan’t have your
triumph, Miss Beresford,’ said the poor lad, snatching up his hat. ‘If
you won’t look at me, there are others who will. I am not so ridiculous
as to be beneath the notice of someone else.’
He made a rush to the door, and Cara sat leaning forward a little,
looking after him,--her blue eyes wide open, a look of astonishment,
mingled with grief, on her face. She felt wounded and startled, but
surprised most of all. _Roger!_--was it Roger who spoke so? When he got
to the door he turned round and looked back upon her, his lips
quivering, his whole frame trembling. Cara could scarcely bear the
pitiful, despairing look in the lad’s eyes.
‘Oh, Roger!’ she said; ‘don’t go away so. You can’t imagine I ever
laughed at you, or made fun of you--I?--when you were always the kindest
friend to me. Won’t you say “good-by” to me kindly? But never mind--I
shall see you often before you go away.’
And then, while he still stood there irresolute, not knowing whether to
dart away in the first wrathful impulse, or to come back and throw
himself at her feet, all these possibilities were made an end of in a
moment by Miss Cherry, who walked softly up the stairs and came in with
her prayer-book still in her hand. Roger let go his hold of the door,
which he had been grasping frantically, and smiled with a pale
countenance as best he could to meet the new-comer, standing out into
the room to let her pass, and doing all he could to look like any
gentleman saying ‘good-by’ at the end of a morning call. Cara drew the
shawl again upon her shoulders, and wrapped herself closer and closer in
it, as if that was all she was thinking of. If they had not been so
elaborate in their precautions they might have deceived Miss Cherry,
whose mind was taken up with her own thoughts. But they played their
parts so much too well that her curiosity was aroused at once.
‘Are you going, Roger? You must stop first and have some tea. I daresay
Cara had not the good sense to offer you some tea; but John will bring
it directly when he knows I have come in. Is it really true, my dear
Roger, that you are going away? I am sure I wish you may have every
advantage and good fortune.’
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