England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘Why should I insinuate--and what can I say? James was going away,
because he could not make up his mind to give up going to her; but
now--he means to stay.’
‘So that is it!’ said Miss Charity. She was not quite decorous in all
her ways, but took the privilege of her age, and often shocked her more
scrupulous niece. She uttered a sound which was not unlike a low whistle
of mingled astonishment and amusement. ‘So that is what it is! These men
with broken hearts are _incroyable_, Cherry. And will she have him, I
wonder?’
‘Have him?’ Miss Cherry echoed, with something which from her gentle
lips was like scorn. She was over severe in this case as naturally as in
other cases she was over-charitable. ‘She had not seen her husband for I
don’t know how many years--there cannot be any very great grief on his
account. And James goes there--every night.’
‘Ah! but I wonder if they’ll care to marry,’ said the old lady--‘that’s
different--I should think they would prefer not to marry----’
‘Aunt Charity! James may be weak but he is not wicked. He would not do
such a thing----’
‘You are a little old maid, and you don’t know anything about it,’ cried
Miss Charity, peremptorily. She was an old maid herself, to speak by the
book--but she thought she did understand. Miss Cherry said nothing of
her other trouble. She went and got her knitting meekly, and settled
down in the old way as if she had never left the Hill. Well! it was
home, and this was her natural life--but when her old aunt, who was now
quite strong again, went briskly out to the garden to look after the
flowers and her gardener, Miss Cherry let her hands fall into her lap,
and felt the stillness penetrate to her soul. The troubles of the
Square, the commotions and displeasures, Cara who would not open her
heart--saucy Oswald who smiled in her face and defied her--poor Edward
with his disappointment, and even James, who according to all appearance
was going to marry again;--how angry she had been with them! how she
had felt their different faults, crying to herself bitterly over
them--and yet how she missed them! That was life--this--this was
_home_--which was quite a different thing. It was very wicked of her,
very ungrateful to God who had given her such a lovely house, such a
good kind aunt, nobody to trouble or disturb her; very ungrateful, very
wicked. Had she not everything that heart could desire? and peace and
quiet to enjoy it. Miss Cherry acknowledged all this--and cried. How
still it was! nothing moving, nothing happening--and yet, ungrateful
woman, to be so well off and not to appreciate it! What could she wish
for more?--indeed, Mrs. Burchell thought that she had a great deal too
much, and that it was sinful for an unmarried woman without a family to
be so well off as Miss Cherry was.
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