England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
There was not one of their mutual friends who did not
think so; no one blamed the pair whose friendship was supposed to have
fallen into ‘a warmer feeling’ in the most innocent way, without any
intention of theirs; and who were ready to make the necessary sacrifice
to propriety as soon as they found it out. What so natural as that this
should have happened? An attractive and charming woman left in the
position of a widow, year after year, by her uncongenial husband--and
an intellectual, accomplished man, left alone in the prime of life, to
whom in kindness she had opened her doors. Some people had shaken their
heads, but everybody allowed that there was but one end to such an
intimacy. And it was very seldom that anything so convenient happened in
the world as the death of the husband so absolutely in the nick of time.
Of course what would happen now was clear to the meanest apprehension.
Probably being, as they were, excellent people both, and full of good
feeling, they would wait the full year and show ‘every respect’ to the
dead man who had been so considerate of them; but that, at that or an
earlier period, Mrs. Meredith would become Mrs. Beresford, was a thing
that everyone felt convinced of, as sure as if it had already taken
place.
It would be difficult to tell how this general conviction forced itself
upon James Beresford’s mind. The efforts which had to be made to send
him away awoke him to a startled sense that his intimacy with his
neighbour was regarded by his friends under a strange and uncomfortable
light; and he had yielded to their efforts with no small agitation on
his own part, and a sense of pain and desolation which made him ask
himself whether they were right. Probably had he gone away, and Mrs.
Meredith been forcibly separated from him, an unlawful object of
affection, he would have ended by believing that they were right, and
that the consolation and comfort and pleasures of his intercourse with
her had grown into ‘a warmer feeling.’ But now that Mr. Meredith was
well out of the way, and even the excitement attending his end over, he
was by no means so clear in his mind, and the subject became one of
great trouble and complication. Somehow it seems always possible, always
within the modesties of nature even to the least vain of men, or women,
that some other, any other, may regard him (or her) with a specially
favourable eye. No one does wrong in loving us, nor are we disposed to
blame them for it. So that there was perhaps a time in which Mr.
Beresford took his friends’ opinion for granted, and was not unprepared
to believe that perhaps Mrs. Meredith would be happy in being his wife;
and that, in his state of mind, was a final argument against which
nothing could be said. But lately he had begun to doubt this; his coming
did not clear away the clouds that had invaded her brows. She would
strike into sudden talk about Edward and his going away, when her
friend with much delicacy and anxiety was endeavouring to sound her
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