England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
He went out when she disappeared and sat down on the bench
outside, where two or three silent men were sitting smoking, drinking
their beer, and giving forth a fragmentary remark at intervals. There
was no light but that which streamed from the open door, and the little
red-curtained window beside it, where the same kind of dull sociable
drinking was going on. Outside, the soft night air and pale yet warm
night sky elevated the homely scene. Oswald took off his hat and exposed
his head to the fresh caressing of the air, which blew his hair about
and refreshed him body and soul. He was tired, for he had taken an
unusual amount of exercise, not to speak of the strain of mind he was
still undergoing. He took a mighty draught of beer, and felt himself
strong again. Naturally there had been no such beverage in the boat, and
even the smile of Agnes, which, though sweet was very timid, did not
sustain his strained muscles; and he had rowed hard for the last
half-hour at least, and was unaccustomed to the exertion--out of
training, as he would have said. So that altogether it was in a very
agreeable moment of repose that he set himself to a final arrangement of
his plan. He was in a scrape, no doubt; but that he was used to, and
this time what a glorious scrape it was! a fit climax to all the others
of which he had exhausted the sensations; but for Agnes indeed, and her
pain, it was, he said to himself, the very way he would have chosen to
settle his marriage. No lingering negotiations, no presentations to her
family, and sense of being on his best behaviour while they inspected
him, no fuss of presents and trousseau, and tiresome delay (to tell the
truth, no one would have enjoyed the presents and the preparations, and
all the importance of the intervening time more than Oswald; but his
easy mind easily ignored this, and took refuge in the most desirable
aspect of the alternative). The only thing he disliked in the prospect
before him was the idea of having to get up very early in the morning,
which, especially after the fatigue and excitement of this day, was a
bore to think of. Otherwise everything was ideal, he persuaded himself.
He watched a light come into a window overhead as he sat resting
enjoying the fresh air. That must be her room, bless her! Poor darling,
how pale she had grown, how frightened! But never in her sweet life to
come should there be anything to be frightened of. Thus Oswald resolved
in his tender thoughts.
‘Do you know at what hour the first train goes?’ he asked of one of the
men who were sitting by.
‘Well, master, mostly it’s at six o’clock,’ was the answer; ‘but
to-morrow, you see, being Sunday----’
‘Good heavens! Sunday!’ he said, with a cry of dismay.
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