England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
The whole young party went into the dining-room, where the _Times_ which
Mr. Burchell had grudged to Mrs. Meredith was still on the table. A
dining-room is an oppressive place for such a purpose. It looks like bad
interviews with fathers when there are admonitions to be given, or those
fearful moments when a young offender is detained after the others have
left the cheerful table, to be told of his faults. Agnes went into the
house of her husband’s mother, with her heart in her mouth, or, at
least, in her throat, leaping wildly, ready to sink into the ground with
shame and terror. How would Mrs. Meredith receive her? Her own mother
had yielded only to the arguments which the poor girl despised the
most, to the details of Oswald’s income, and the settlements, about
which he had already written to his lawyer. This mollified her--not
Agnes’s weeping explanations; and the bride’s heart was still sore from
the pang of this forgiveness, which Oswald, not caring in the least for
Mrs. Burchell, had been quite satisfied with. He did not care very much
for anything except herself, she had already found out, and took all
disapproval with the frankest levity of indifference, which made it burn
all the more into the heart of Agnes. Perhaps it was necessary for her
to have a burden of one kind or another. And his mother; how would his
mother look upon her? Would she set her down, as it was so natural for
mothers to do, as the guilty party, the chief offender? Agnes had felt
that her own mother had done this. She had excused Oswald. ‘No man would
ever think of such a thing, if he had not got encouragement.’ Even
Sister Mary Jane had said so, in a modified and more generous way. Was
it always the poor girl’s, the poor wife’s fault? Agnes shrank into a
corner. She could not take any courage from Cara’s caressings, who came
and hung about her, full of admiration and interest.
‘I was his confidante all the time,’ said Cara; ‘but how was I to know
that his Agnes was you?’
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