England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Cara’s second evening at home was passed much more happily than the
first, thanks to Mrs. Meredith, and her spirits rose in consequence; but
next morning there ensued a fall, as was natural, in her spiritual
barometer. She went to the window in the drawing-room when she was all
alone, and gazed wistfully at as much as she could see of the step and
entrance of the house next door. Did they mean her to ‘run in
half-a-dozen times a day,’ as Mrs. Meredith had said? Cara had been
brought up in her aunt’s old-fashioned notions, with strenuous
injunctions not ‘to make herself cheap,’ and to cultivate ‘a proper
pride.’ She had often been told that running into sudden intimacy was
foolish, and that a girl should be rather shy than eager about overtures
of ordinary friendship. All these things restrained her, and her own
disposition which favoured all reserves. But she could not help going to
the window and looking out wistfully. Only a wall between them! and how
much more cheerful it was on the other side of that wall. Her heart beat
as she saw Oswald come out, not because it was Oswald--on the whole she
would have preferred his mother; but solitude ceased to be solitude when
friendly figures thus appear, even outside. Oswald glanced up and saw
her. He took off his hat--he paused--finally, he turned and came up the
steps just underneath where she was standing. In another moment he came
in, his hat in his hand, his face full of brightness of the morning.
Nurse showed him in with a sort of affectionate enthusiasm. ‘Here is Mr.
Oswald, Miss Cara, come to see you.’
The women servants were all the slaves of the handsome young fellow.
Wherever he went he had that part of the community on his side.
‘I came to see that you are not the worse for your dull dinner last
evening,’ he said. ‘It used to be etiquette to ask for one’s partner at
a ball; how much more after a domestic evening. Have you a headache?
were you very much bored? It is for my interest to know, that I may be
able to make out whether you will come again.’
‘Were _you_ bored that you ask me?’ said Cara. ‘I was very happy.’
‘And, thanks to you, _I_ was very happy,’ he said. ‘Clearly four are
better company than three. Your father and my mother have their own kind
of talking. Why, I have not been in this room since I was a child; how
much handsomer it is than ours! Come, Cara, tell me all about the
pictures and the china. Of course you must be a little connoisseur.
Should one say connoisseuse? I never know. _Virtuosa_, that is a
prettier word, and we are all in the way of the cardinal virtues here.’
‘But I am not at all a _virtuosa_. I don’t know. I was a child, too,
when I used to be at home, and I suppose it hurts papa to come into
this room. He has never been here since I came; never at all, I think,
since mamma died.’
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