Carlyle's laugh, and other surprisesHigginson, Thomas Wentworth
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Carlyle's laugh, and other surprises
Higginson, Thomas Wentworth
American literature -- History and criticism; Authors, American
DEAR FRIEND,—I felt it shelter to speak to you.
My brother and sister are with Mr. Bowles, who is buried this
afternoon.
The last song that I heard—that was, since the birds—was “He
leadeth me, he leadeth me; yea, though I walk”—then the voices
stooped, the arch was so low.
After this added bereavement the inward life of the diminished household
became only more concentrated, and the world was held farther and
farther away. Yet to this period belongs the following letter, written
about 1880, which has more of what is commonly called the objective or
external quality than any she ever wrote me; and shows how close might
have been her observation and her sympathy, had her rare qualities taken
a somewhat different channel:—
DEAR FRIEND,—I was touchingly reminded of [a child who had
died] this morning by an Indian woman with gay baskets and
a dazzling baby, at the kitchen door. Her little boy “once
died,” she said, death to her dispelling him. I asked her what
the baby liked, and she said “to step.” The prairie before
the door was gay with flowers of hay, and I led her in. She
argued with the birds, she leaned on clover walls and they
fell, and dropped her. With jargon sweeter than a bell, she
grappled buttercups, and they sank together, the buttercups the
heaviest. What sweetest use of days! ’Twas noting some such
scene made Vaughan humbly say,—
“My days that are at best but dim and hoary.”
I think it was Vaughan....
And these few fragmentary memorials—closing, like every human biography,
with funerals, yet with such as were to Emily Dickinson only the stately
introduction to a higher life—may well end with her description of the
death of the very summer she so loved.
“As imperceptibly as grief
The summer lapsed away,
Too imperceptible at last
To feel like perfidy.
“A quietness distilled,
As twilight long begun,
Or Nature spending with herself
Sequestered afternoon.
“The dusk drew earlier in,
The morning foreign shone,
A courteous yet harrowing grace
As guest that would be gone.
“And thus without a wing
Or service of a keel
Our summer made her light escape
Into the Beautiful.”
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JULIA WARD HOWE
JULIA WARD HOWE
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