"Well, after the _siesta_ I helped madre Maria clean the yuccas for
supper; and then I did my writing lesson. Padre Rosendo told me to-day
that I could write better than he. But, Padre, will you teach madre
Maria to read and write? And there are just lots of poor people here
who can't, too. There is a school teacher in Simití, but he charges a
whole _peso oro_ a month for teaching; and the people haven't the
money, and so they can't learn."
Always the child shifted his thought from herself to others. Again she
showed him that the road to happiness wound among the needs of his
fellow-men. The priest mentally recorded the instruction; and the girl
continued:
"Padre Rosendo told madre Maria that you said you had come to Simití
to die. You were not thinking of us then, were you, Padre? People who
think only of themselves always want to die. That was why Don Luis
died last year. He had lots of gold, and he always wanted more, and he
was cruel and selfish, and he couldn't talk about anything but himself
and how rich he was--and so he died. He didn't really die; but he
thought about himself until he thought he died. And so they buried
him. That's what always happens to people who think about themselves
all the time--they get buried."
Josè was glad of the silence that fell upon them. Wrapped so long in
his own egoism, he had now no worldly wisdom with which to match this
girl's sapient words. He waited. He felt that Carmen was but the
channel through which a great Voice was speaking.
"Padre," the tones were tender and soft, "you don't always think of
good things, do you?"
"I? Why, no, little girl. I guess I haven't done so. That is, not
always. But--"
"Because if you had you wouldn't have been driven into the lake that
day. And you wouldn't be here now in Simití."
"But, child, even a _Cura_ cannot always think of good things, when he
sees so much wickedness in the world!"
"But, Padre, God is good, isn't He?"
"Yes, child." The necessity to answer could not be avoided.
"And He is everywhere?"
"Yes." He had to say it.
"Then where is the wickedness, Padre?"
"Why--but, _chiquita_, you don't understand; you are too young to
reason about such things; and--"
In his heart Josè knew he spoke not the truth. He felt the great
brown eyes of the girl penetrate his naked soul; and he knew that in
the dark recesses of the inner man they fell upon the grinning
skeleton of hypocrisy. Carmen might be, doubtless was, incapable of
reasoning. Of logical processes she knew nothing. But by what crass
assumption might he, admittedly woefully defeated in his combat with
Fate, oppose his feeble shafts of worldly logic to this child's
instinct, an instinct of whose inerrancy her daily walk was a living
demonstration? In quick penitence and humility he stretched out his
arm and drew her unresisting to him.
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