Christian Science -- Fiction; People with disabilities -- Fiction
"You, Mrs. Winchester, remember meeting me on the train as you were
coming from Boston. You thought I had been to take a rest. I had. But
it was a rest in a hospital from an operating-table. It was my second
operation for cancer of the throat. My inexcusable show of anger at your
house, Mrs. Howard, the night I saw the miracle of Miss Carolina’s
healing, was induced and aggravated by the knowledge of the ordeal
before me and of the futility of it. My brutal words against Mrs.
Goddard, this dear, dear woman, whom I have learned to revere and love
as my best friend, were uttered because I longed to go and fling myself
at her feet and ask her if she could cure me. If any of you men who
were there that night--if you, St. Quentin, had knocked me senseless and
taken my unconscious body to a Christian Scientist for treatment, I
should have thanked you on my knees. But none of you knew.
"Well, I went through this second operation, and it proved as futile as
the first had done. Within six months I was confronted by the certainty
of the third, and this I felt sure would be fatal.
"With the horrible fear of death before my mental vision, and no faith
in surgery, I one day made up my mind to call on Mrs. Goddard, to tell
her the ungentlemanly, unmanly words I had used against her in public,
to beg her pardon, and if she forgave me, to implore her help for my
hideous malady.
"Dear friends, you, who know her, know how she received me. But none of
you know that under her treatment I was entirely cured. Nor does she
know what I am about to say, for only since I came down here and lived
among you and saw your beautiful lives, have I decided. Mrs. Goddard, I
owe it to you to tell you first. I have decided to give up the practice
of materia medica, which failed me in the hour of my greatest need, and
I intend to study to be a Christian Science practitioner."
A startled murmur ran through the group. Even with all their faith,
this came as a surprise, for the name of Doctor Colfax stood for so much
in the medical world. Few men would have dared to show so much moral
courage. Only Mrs. Goddard seemed to understand, for she reached out
her hand to him, and he bent and kissed it before them all.
"I give up!" cried Colonel Yancey, to relieve the tension. "Cousin
Lois, look at all these lovers holding hands, and thinking we don’t see
them, and say whether you and I shall be left out."
"Wayne Yancey," said Mrs. Winchester, "I’m not going to be left out of
anything. I have come to the point where I don’t believe in the Church
of England the way I did, and, if I decide to become a Christian
Scientist, there is no telling but that I may forget what a rascal you
used to be in what they call ’the old thought’ and decide to marry you
in the new!"
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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