American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
If I hadn't a cent you'd still care for me, wouldn't you, Mary?
Mary Speaker
Why, Cousin Fanny, you know I would!
Cousin Fanny
But I'm hard on you at times. I'm unjust. I don't mean to be spiteful,
but I _am_ spiteful. When we get old we get suspicious of people. We get
suspicious of everybody. And suspicion makes us spiteful and unjust. I
know I'm not easy to live with, Mary.
Mary Speaker [_Kissing Cousin Fanny._]
You get such strange notions, Cousin Fanny!
John Thinker
And such true ones, Cousin Fanny!
Cousin Fanny
Tell me the truth, Mary. You find me a trial, Mary. You and John find me
a trial!
Mary Speaker and John Speaker [_Together._ ]
Never, Cousin Fanny!
Mary Thinker and John Thinker [_Together._ ]
Always, Cousin Fanny!
Cousin Fanny And that is the truth?
John Speaker, John Thinker, Mary Speaker and Mary Thinker [_All
together._ ]
And that is the truth, Cousin Fanny!
Cousin Fanny
You don't know how suspicious one gets!
Mary Speaker [_Petting her_.]
But suspicion never stays long in your good heart, Cousin Fanny. There's
no room for it there, I know. But don't you think you'd better go to bed
now? Let me call the maid.
Cousin Fanny
[_Rousing up in chair; suspicion and meanness all awake again_.]
To bed? Why to bed? Why do you want to pack me off to bed? I know! I
know why! You want me to go to bed so you two can talk about me. So you
can talk me over! So you can speculate on how long I will live. I know
you! I know what you talk about when I'm not around! I know what you've
been waiting and hoping for the last ten years!
[_Begins to cry._]
Well, you won't have long to wait now. The time's almost come! I feel
it's almost here. You'll get the money soon enough!
Mary Speaker [_Soothing her_.]
There, there, Cousin Fanny, don't go on like this!
You know it isn't true--you know you'll live ten years yet!
[_John Speaker runs his hands through his hair and looks silently at
Mary Speaker, and John Thinker, with the same gesture, says to Mary
Thinker_:]
John Thinker
If I thought she'd live ten years yet----!
[_Pauses._]
Mary Thinker
Well, if you thought she'd live ten years yet----?
John Thinker [_With a gesture of de pair._ ]
My God--ten years like the last ten years! Ten years! Talk about earning
money! If it hasn't been earned ten times over!
Mary Thinker
[_Fiercely._]
You see it mornings and evenings. I have it all day long, and every
day. I've had it for ten years. I go nowhere, I see no one. I have no
pleasures. I have no friends; I've lost my friends. I'm losing my youth.
I'm losing my looks. I'm losing my very soul. I'm shedding my life's
blood drop by drop to keep that querulous fool alive--just merely alive!
I'm tired of it! I'm sick of it! I'm desperate! I'm dying from her, I
tell you!
Mary Speaker
[_Still soothing Cousin Fanny, but speaking with one hand nervously
clutching her own head as she does so_.]
Come, come, Cousin Fanny--you'd better go to bed now!
Cousin Fanny
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