American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
“Well now, do you?” persisted his friend. “I don't say it's good
Christian doctrine not to forgive people. It isn't. But I've seen people
put things across on you, Tommy, and seen you laugh it off and let 'em
be friends with you again inside of six weeks. I couldn't do it, and
nine-tenths of the fellows we know couldn't do it; and in the way you
do it it shouldn't be done. You should at least remember, even if you do
forgive; remember well enough not to get bit by the same dog again. With
you, old kid, it's all a part of your being a butterfly and a bubble.
It's no particular virtue in you. I wouldn't talk to you like a Dutch
uncle if I didn't think you had it in you to make good. But you've got
to be prodded.”
“There's one fellow that did me dirt,” said Tommy musingly, “that I've
never taken to my bosom again.”
“What did you do to him?” asked his friend. “Beat him to death with
a butterfly's wing, Tommy, or blow him out of existence with a soap
bubble?”
“I've never done anything to him,” said Tommy soberly. “And I don't
think I ever would do anything to him. I just remember, that's all. If
he ever gets his come-uppance, as they say in the rural districts, it
won't be through any act of mine. Let life take revenge for me. I never
will.”
“I suppose you're right,” said Dobson. “But who was this guy? And what
did he do to you?”
IV
“He was--and is--my uncle,” said Tommy, “and he did about everything
to me. Listen! You think I do nothing but flitter, flutter, frivol and
flivver! And you may be right, and maybe I never will do anything else.
Maybe I never will be anything but a kid.
“I was young when I was born. No, that's not one of my silly lines,
Jack. I mean it seriously. I was young when I was born. I was born with
a jolly disposition. But this uncle of mine took it out of me. I'll say
he did! The reason I'm such a kid now, Jack, is because I had to grow up
when I was about five years old, and I stayed grown up until I was
seventeen or eighteen. I never had a chance to be a boy. If I showed any
desire to be it was knocked out of me on the spot. And if I live two
hundred years, and stay nineteen years old all that time, Jack, I won't
any more than make up for the childhood I missed--that was stolen from
me. Frivol? I could frivol a thousand years and not dull my appetite. I
want froth, Jack: froth and bubbles!
“This old uncle of mine--he wasn't so old in years when I first knew
him, but in his soul he was as old as the overseers who whipped the
slaves that built Cheops' pyramid, and as sandy and as flinty--hated me
as soon as he saw me. He hated me before he saw me. He would have hated
me if he had never seen me, because I was young and happy and careless.
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