British -- Italy -- Fiction; Dogs -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Near a church had sounded promising, but it was not very easy, he found,
to get far away from one of the two. Once or twice he fancied he had
hold of a clue, and followed it up perseveringly till it came to
nothing, as was invariably the case. And at last he found himself very
near the close of a short winter's afternoon, with no name left on his
list except one at Broadwater. Jack was not one of those people who
have an unlimited store of energy, and he looked with some disgust at
the road which lay stretching away before him, flat, muddy, and
uninteresting. That chalky country wants the rich colouring of summer
to put a little beauty into its life. Then, when the wind ripples
across the great corn-fields, and the larks are singing all above, and
the clouds throw swift velvety shadows upon the softly swelling downs,
and the pink dog roses clamber over the hedges, it is a pleasant
pastoral country along which you may wander for hours, and strike upon
picturesque old windmills, and quaint little village churches nestling
under the downs--but in grey winter, not much charm is left. Ibbetson
went doggedly along, neither looking left or right. He began to think
of Rome, which, indeed, was never far from his thoughts. Absence from
Phillis had shown him more and more how much nearer she had been to him
always than he had fancied, but surely a hundred times more now that she
was lost. His own folly seemed absolutely inexplicable. As a gloom
began to creep over the distance, he pictured her perhaps standing on
the Pincio watching the wonders of the sunset, the golden glow, the
grave and glorious purple of the domes, lying softly rounded against the
sky; the pale stretch of distance which, sweeping onward towards the
sea, before it reaches it seems to gain something of its immensity; the
pines of Monte Mario, the shadows of the darkening streets. Was she
perhaps leaning against the balustrade, over the violet-beds below? And
if so, who was with her? Phillis was not a person to gaze carelessly at
such a scene; and to gaze at it with another who is conscious of its
power, is sometimes the beginning of a life-long sympathy. Afterwards
we look back at what has so much impressed us, and our friend is there
too, has become a part of it for ever. Jack thought out this point
moodily. If it had been Mr Penington instead of Oliver Trent whose
misdealings he had been trying to bring to light, it is possible he
would have walked more briskly towards the low church tower which he saw
before him. As it was, he was haunted by the doubt, should he not go
back to Rome? It would be easy enough. Nothing kept him from it except
that new energy which seemed to impel him towards work. He was not
really ambitious. What had stirred him was a strong feeling that his
idle life was unworthy of himself and her--nay, perhaps more of himself
than of her. For when a man who believes that he is a responsible being
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