British -- Italy -- Fiction; Dogs -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Phillis had not meant to say so much, but feeling strongly as to Mr
Trent's conduct, she could not abstain. An instinctive aversion had
risen in her mind when she first saw him at Bologna, and this story of
Bice's awoke more doubts, not to use the harsher word suspicions, than
she liked to acknowledge even to herself. At the best his conduct was
both ungenerous and unmanly.
Bice caught at her advice, which seemed to lift off some of her
perplexities. She was very grave and quiet all the rest of the
afternoon, keeping away as much as she could from both Jack and Oliver,
and looking every now and then wistfully at Phillis. If she had known
what Phillis, too, was thinking, what other resolutions had been made on
that day, when doubts and fears seemed to be flying about in the air!
They dined at the marble table on the terrace, and the picture, with the
piled-up fruits, the dancing shadows, was as pretty as when Jack first
saw it, though he had a dissatisfied feeling of change. Cartouche sat
on a balustrade, and caught grapes when anyone threw them to him.
Captain Leyton was full of glee at having got one of the gardeners to
stand as a foreground for his sketch. Trent looked uneasily at Bice;
she was quieter, and did not shrink from his glance as she had done in
the morning, and he was not sure that it was a good sign.
She did not shrink either when they had watched the others drive away;
on the contrary, she told Kitty she had something to say to Oliver, and
herself led the way to a seat under the banksia trellis close to the
pond, where yellow and white water lilies were still flowering. He
watched her very closely. Her mood puzzled him, and he wanted her to be
the first to speak. She did speak at last, without looking at him.
"You had something to say?"
"No," he said quietly, "nothing. You mistook my meaning, Bice. I have
said my say, and that perhaps was more than was wise or prudent. But I
do not regret it. I said it, and already have taken steps to carry out
what I promised. I have nothing either to add or to retract. But
you!--have you not tried me enough? Do you ever think of the hours of
torture you are inflicting?--such hours as to-day for instance, when I
have been driven mad with doubts and fears? Is it not you who have
something to say?"
She was silent. A month ago it would have been impossible for her to
have listened unmoved to such an appeal, but a month ago she had never
loved, and love--unreturned--hardens the heart strangely against another
lover. His words seemed to her unreal and almost absurd. He put out
his hand and took hers, and she caught it away angrily.
"Let me go, Oliver!" she exclaimed.
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