British -- Italy -- Fiction; Dogs -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"My aunt is exceedingly anxious that we should not delay on account of
her illness, and I don't see that we need. We are both resolved that
our wedding shall be as quiet and simple as possible, and really it will
be a relief to her mind rather than an anxiety. Therefore, dear, only
one thing remains--to fix the day."
He did not look at Phillis as he spoke, and two people who glanced into
the room thought the pair were a brother and sister bent on enjoying
pictures which nobody in his senses could admire. Phillis said after a
momentary pause--
"I am afraid that is not all."
"Trousseau, and that sort of thing? But surely it can wait for
England?"
"Something of more consequence," and he noticed a tremor in her voice.
"Jack," she went on, "you and I have always been good friends. I hope
that will go on; I don't think I could bear to believe that anything
could come between us in that. But for the other matter, dear, it has
been a mistake, and I thank God that there is yet time to set it right.
We are good friends always, remember, but we can be nothing more. I was
wrong to consent, and my uncle was wrong to press it, as I think now he
did; but he did it for the best, and, as I said, it can be set right."
"Phillis!"
She put up her hand.
"Hush! Spare me any reproaches or entreaties, Jack. If I have done
wrong, I will take all the blame, and do my best to set matters right I
hesitated for a time because I thought of Hetherton, but I feel almost
sure that if I write to my aunt and explain how this is entirely my own
doing, Mr Thornton's sense of justice will prevail, and that you will
not suffer. But even should it be otherwise, we dare not make that the
first consideration, dare we? I am certain that would be your
decision."
"About Hetherton, yes," said Ibbetson, rising and standing by her chair
with much agitation. "But I don't understand you, Phillis! Have you
changed or I? What have I done to bring you to such a conclusion? You
can't be thinking of all that your words imply. Are you offended with
me?"
Her eyes, clear and steadfast, answered him, though her voice was
shaken.
"Not offended. Offence could hardly dome between us. But don't you
see, we should not be happy together, we could not marry."
"You could not be happy with me. That is what I must understand you to
mean," he said with some bitterness. "And I don't know what I have done
that you should change your opinion, if, indeed, you ever loved me."
If she ever loved him! What but love, tender and true, could have
nerved her to the anguish of this moment, of all the moments that were
coming! Not love him! She sighed, she had not thought her task would
be so hard.
"We all make mistakes at times," she said, without answering his
reproach, which, indeed, pricked his own conscience as he uttered it.
"Let us be thankful, Jack, that this isn't irreparable."
"But why--why will you have it to be a mistake?" he asked doggedly.
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