At the tone of this question Mrs. Skene suddenly realized the
untimeliness of her complaints. “No, no,” she protested. “He never
drinks; and as to fighting, if you can believe such a thing, miss, I
don’t think he has had a casual turnup three times in his life--not
oftener, at any rate. All he wants is to be married; and then he’ll be
steady to his grave. But if he’s left adrift now, Lord knows what will
become of him. He’ll mope first--he’s moping at present--then he’ll
drink; then he’ll lose his pupils, get out of condition, be beaten,
and--One word from you, miss, would save him. If I might just tell
him--”
“Nothing,” said Lydia. “Absolutely nothing. The only assurance I can
give you is that you have softened the hard opinion that I had formed of
some of his actions. But that I should marry Mr. Cashel Byron is simply
the most improbable thing in the world. All questions of personal
inclination apart, the mere improbability is enough in itself to appal
an ordinary woman.”
Mrs. Skene did not quite understand this; but she understood
sufficiently for her purpose. She rose to go, shaking her head
despondently, and saying, “I see how it is, ma’am. You think him beneath
you. Your relations wouldn’t like it.”
“There is no doubt that my relatives would be greatly shocked; and I am
bound to take that into account for--what it is worth.”
“We should never trouble you,” said Mrs. Skene, lingering. “England will
see the last of us in a month of two.”
“That will make no difference to me, except that I shall regret not
being able to have a pleasant chat with you occasionally.” This was not
true; but Lydia fancied she was beginning to take a hardened delight in
lying.
Mrs. Skene was not to be consoled by compliments. She again shook her
head. “It is very kind of you to give me good words, miss,” she said;
“but if I might have one for the boy you could say what you liked to
me.”
Lydia considered far before she replied. At last she said, “I am sorry I
spoke harshly to him, since, driven as he was by circumstances, I cannot
see how he could have acted otherwise than he did. And I overlooked
the economic conditions of his profession. In short, I am not used to
fisticuffs; and what I saw shocked me so much that I was unreasonable.
But,” continued Lydia, checking Mrs. Skene’s rising hope with a warning
finger, “how, if you tell him this, will you make him understand that
I say so as an act of justice, and not in the least as a proffer of
affection?”
“A crumb of comfort will satisfy him, miss. I’ll just tell him that I’ve
seen you, and that you meant nothing by what you said the other day;
and--”
“Mrs. Skene,” said Lydia, interrupting her softly; “tell him nothing at
all as yet. I have made up my mind at last. If he does not hear from
me within a fortnight you may tell him what you please. Can you wait so
long?”
“Of course. Whatever you wish, ma’am. But Mellish’s benefit is to be
to-morrow night; and--”
“What have I to do with Mellish or his benefit?”
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