“Such persons would, merely to bring me nearer to themselves, wish me to
become poor; for which I should not thank them. I set great store by the
esteem my riches command, Lucian. It is the only set-off I have against
the envy they inspire.”
“Then you would refuse to believe in the disinterestedness of any man
who--who--”
“Who wanted to marry me? On the contrary: I should be the last person
to believe that a man could prefer my money to myself. If he wore
independent, and in a fair way to keep his place in the world without
my help, I should despise him if he hesitated to approach me for fear of
misconstruction. I do not think a man is ever thoroughly honest until he
is superior to that fear. But if he had no profession, no money, and
no aim except to live at my expense, then I should regard him as an
adventurer, and treat him as one--unless I fell in love with him.”
“Unless you fell in love with him!”
“That--assuming that such things really happen--would make a difference
in my feeling, but none in my conduct. I would not marry an adventurer
under any circumstances. I could cure myself of a misdirected passion,
but not of a bad husband.”
Lucian said nothing; he walked on with long, irregular steps, lowering
at the pavement as if it were a difficult problem, and occasionally
thrusting at it with his stick. At last he looked up, and said,
“Would you mind prolonging your walk a little by going round Bedford
Square with me? I have something particular to say.”
She turned and complied without a word; and they had traversed one side
of the square before he spoke again, in these terms:
“On second thoughts, Lydia, this is neither the proper time nor place
for an important communication. Excuse me for having taken you out of
your way for nothing.”
“I do not like this, Lucian. Important communications--in this
case--corrupt good manners. If your intended speech is a sensible one,
the present is as good a time, and Bedford Square as good a place, as
you are likely to find for it. If it is otherwise, confess that you have
decided to leave it unsaid. But do not postpone it. Reticence is always
an error--even on the treasury bench. It is doubly erroneous in dealing
with me; for I have a constitutional antipathy to it.”
“Yes,” he said, hurriedly; “but give me one moment--until the policeman
has passed.”
The policeman went leisurely by, striking the flags with his heels, and
slapping his palm with a white glove.
“The fact is, Lydia, that--I feel great difficulty--”
“What is the matter?” said Lydia, after waiting in vain for further
particulars. “You have broken down twice in a speech.” There was a
pause. Then she looked at him quickly, and added, incredulously, “Are
you going to get married? Is that the secret that ties your practised
tongue?”
“Not unless you take part in the ceremony.”
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