“Very gallant; and in a vein of humor that is new in my experience of
you. But what have you to tell me, Lucian? Frankly, your hesitation is
becoming ridiculous.”
“You have certainly not made matters easier for me, Lydia. Perhaps
you have a womanly intuition of my purpose, and are intentionally
discouraging me.”
“Not the least. I am not good at speculations of that sort. On my word,
if you do not confess quickly, I will hurry away to the museum.”
“I cannot find a suitable form of expression,” said Lucian, in painful
perplexity. “I am sure you will not attribute any sordid motive to
my--well, to my addresses, though the term seems absurd. I am too well
aware that there is little, from the usual point of view, to tempt you
to unite yourself to me. Still--”
A rapid change in Lydia’s face showed him that he had said enough. “I
had not thought of this,” she said, after a silence that seemed long to
him. “Our observations are so meaningless until we are given the thread
to string them on! You must think better of this, Lucian. The relation
that at present exists between us is the very best that our different
characters will admit of. Why do you desire to alter it?”
“Because I would make it closer and more permanent. I do not wish to
alter it otherwise.”
“You would run some risk of simply destroying it by the method you
propose,” said Lydia, with composure. “We could not co-operate. There
are differences of opinion between us amounting to differences of
principle.”
“Surely you are not serious. Your political opinions, or notions,
are not represented by any party in England; and therefore they are
practically ineffective, and could not clash with mine. And such
differences are not personal matters.”
“Such a party might be formed a week after our marriage--will, I think,
be formed a long time before our deaths. In that case I fear that our
difference of opinion would become a very personal matter.”
He began to walk more quickly as he replied, “It is too absurd to set up
what you call your opinions as a serious barrier between us. You have no
opinions, Lydia. The impracticable crotchets you are fond of airing are
not recognized in England as sane political convictions.”
Lydia did not retort. She waited a minute in pensive silence, and then
said,
“Why do you not marry Alice Goff?”
“Oh, hang Alice Goff!”
“It is so easy to come at the man beneath the veneer by expertly
chipping at his feelings,” said Lydia, laughing. “But I was serious,
Lucian. Alice is energetic, ambitious, and stubbornly upright in
questions of principle. I believe she would assist you steadily at
every step of your career. Besides, she has physical robustness. Our
student-stock needs an infusion of that.”
“Many thanks for the suggestion; but I do not happen to want to marry
Miss Goff.”
“I invite you to consider it. You have not had time yet to form any new
plans.”
“New plans! Then you absolutely refuse me--without a moment’s
consideration?”
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