Abduction -- Fiction; Americans -- Europe -- Fiction; Love stories
“I have not come to ask your pardon for my action, but to implore
you to withhold judgment against the others. I alone am to blame;
they are as loyal to you as they have been to me. Whatever hatred
you may have in your heart, I deserve it. Spare the others a single
reproach, for they were won to my cause only after I had convinced
them that they were serving you, not me. You are with true friends,
the best that man or woman could have. I have not come to make any
appeal for myself. There will be time enough for that later on, when
you have come to realize what your deliverance means.”
She faced him, slowly, a steady calm in her face, a soft intensity
in her voice.
“You need not hope that I shall forgive this outrage--ever--as long
as I live. You may have had motives which from your point of view
were good and justifiable--but you must not expect me to agree with
you. You have done something that no love on earth could obliterate;
you have robbed my memory of a sweet confidence, of the one glorious
thing that made me look upon you as the best of men--your nobility.
I recognize you as the leader in this cowardly conspiracy, but what
must I think of these willing tools you plead for? Are they entitled
to my respect any more than you? I am in your power. You can and
will do with me as you like, but you cannot compel me to alter that
over which I have no control--my reason. Oh, how could you do this
dreadful thing, Phil?” she cried, suddenly casting the forced
reserve to the winds and relapsing into a very undignified appeal.
He smiled wearily and met her gaze with one in which no irresolution
flickered.
“It was my only way,” he said, at last.
“The only way!” she exclaimed. “There was but one way, and I had
commanded you to take it. Do you expect to justify yourself by
saying it was the 'only way'? To drag me from my mother, to destroy
every vestige of confidence I had in you, to make me the most
talked-of woman in Europe to-day--was that the 'only way'? What are
they doing and saying to-day? Of what are the newspapers talking
under those horrid headlines? What are the police, the detectives,
the gossips doing? I am the object on which their every thought is
centered. Oh, it is maddening to think of what you, of all people,
have heaped upon me!”
She paced the floor like one bereft of reason. His heart smote him
as he saw the anguish he had brought into the soul of the girl he
loved better than everything.
“And my poor mother. What of her? Have you no pity, no heart? Don't
you see that it will kill her? For God's sake, let me go back to
her, Phil! Be merciful!” she cried.
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