He was the son of a well-to-do London merchant, who lived in Stockwell,
in a large, white house, with a garden of a couple of acres, shaded by a
noble cedar in its midst. There were four children, but he was the only
boy. His mother belonged to an old and very religious family, and
inherited all its traditions of Calvinistic piety and decorum. Her love
for this boy was boundless, and she had a double ambition for him, which
was that he might become a minister of God's Word, and in due time might
marry Jane Berdoe, the only daughter of the Reverend Charles Berdoe,
M.A., and Euphemia, her dearest friend. Mrs. Cardew had heard so much of
the contamination of boys' schools that Theophilus was educated at home
and sent straight from home to Cambridge. At the University he became a
member of the ultra-evangelical sect of young men there, and devoted
himself entirely to theology. He thus passed through youth and early
manhood without any intercourse with the world so called, and he lacked
that wholesome influence which is exercised by healthy companionship with
those who differ from us and are not afraid to oppose us. Of course he
married Jane Berdoe. His mother was always contriving that Jane should
be present when he was at home; he was young; he had never known what it
was to go astray with women, and he was unable to stand at a distance
from her and ask himself if he really cared for her. He fell in love
with himself, married himself, and soon after discovered that he did not
know who his wife was. After his marriage he became wholly unjust to
her, and allowed her defects to veil the whole of her character.
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