Bildungsromans; English fiction -- 20th century; Women musicians -- Fiction
She had gone for her usual weekly lesson from Verreker. It was
springtime, and “Claremont” was being painted, both inside and out. The
music-room in which she took her lessons was crowded with furniture
from other rooms, and for the first time she saw the evidences of
Verreker’s labours apart from the world of music. Large book-cases had
been dumped anyhow against the walls, and tables littered with papers
filled up the usually spacious centre of the room. The piano had been
pulled into a corner. She had several minutes to wait, and spent the
time perusing the titles on his bookshelves. There was a fairly large
collection of modern novels, including most of the works of Wells,
Bennett, Conrad, Hardy, Chesterton and others; complete sets of the
works of Shaw and Ibsen, most of the plays of Galsworthy, Granville
Barker and Henry Arthur Jones; and some hundreds of miscellaneous
French novels. A complete bookcase was occupied by works on economics
and economic history--she read the names of Cunningham, Ashley,
Maitland, Vinogradoff, Seebohm and Money. Then there was a shelf
entirely devoted to Government Blue-Book publications, Reports of
Commissions, quarterly and monthly reviews, loose-leaf binders full to
bursting with documents, and such like. It was a very impressive array.
She was conscious of her own extreme ignorance. Scarcely anything that
was here had she read. She was not particularly fond of reading....
On the table near his desk she saw a yellow-backed copy of Ibsen’s
_Ghosts_....
One result of their frequent bickering was that their conversation had
acquired a good deal of familiarity....
“Rather a muddle,” he commented, as she was preparing to go after the
lesson. He waved a hand comprehensively round the room.
“You’ve a lot of books,” she said.
“Yes; and I read them.” (As much as to say: “If you had a lot of books
you wouldn’t read them.” In other words, a purely gratuitous insult.
But she ignored it.)
“Reading _Ghosts_?” she remarked, taking up the yellow-backed book
from the table.
“Re-reading it,” he corrected.
Something erratic and perfectly incomprehensible prompted her next
utterance.
“Absolute biological nightmare,” she said casually. (It was something
she had once heard George say.)
He looked at her queerly.
“Have you read it?”
“No,” she said, and blushed. She knew his next question would be, “Then
how do you know?” so she added: “I once heard somebody say that about
it.” She plunged further in sheer desperation. “Don’t _you_ think
it’s rather a biological nightmare?” she persisted, with passionate
eagerness, as much as to say: “Please don’t make a fool of me. Please
let the matter pass this once.”
“I confess,” he replied coldly, “it never appeared to me in that,
light.... But, of course ...”
(Truly he was a master of stately phrasing!)
Naturally she regarded it as George’s fault primarily. It was clear she
had overestimated George’s critical faculties....
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